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after the prank i still felt bad cause mark was still a lil mad at me but he'll be ok . this whole yasir thing was still bothering me cause it's like i rly think he just using me for sex but idek at this point .. like sometimes i be wanting to give in to him but idk if i wanna give in because i genuinely want to or because he wants me too .

i've been having a rough week & i know me and mark agreed to stop smoking but fuck it i needa blunt.

i went to our room and called his name but he was ignoring me , ig he was still mad. i tried tt him for like 10 more minutes but finally gave up once i realized that he wasn't gonna talk to me.

i went in our closet grab my mini bag that be having all of our weed stuff in it and put it on the bed . he looked at me a little weird but still didn't say anything. i put on some sweat pants and a hoodie then got my fuzzy socks and put my hair in a bun.

i grabbed the lighter off my dresser that we usually use for candles and i went out of our window on the roof.

i opened my laptop & put on netflix to watch sum.

as i was rolling up mark came out there wimme & he brought all these snacks.

"why you smoking" he asked looking at me

" it's just a lot going on mentally with me rn" i said honestly

" wanna talk about" he asked turning my face to him

"not right now , im just tryna spark up" i said

" say no more then i gotchu " he said looking at me

he rolled up 2 and i rolled up 1 .. we smoked all 3 of them 1 by 1 .. my eyes were low asf and red asf and so were marks

after we ate some of the stuff that he brought out there mike had texted in the gc saying that the food was here .. they got pizza and wings.

me and mark grab all of our stuff and put it back in our room then made our way downstairs

i was so high i felt like i couldn't even walk right , when i got near any adults i put my head down and so did mark. finally after awhile everybody sat down and kept eating then yanna came up to me

" you high ashit right now asia" tyanna said looking at me

" i know " i said smiling

then mykel came over to me

" yo yall drawlin" he said talking to me and mark

"what you mean" mark asked fucking his food up

" y'all came down here high ashit , smelling like all this weed" mykel said back

"damn" me and mark said at the same time laughing then runik walked over to us

he grabbed my chin and put my head up

"yea it's them mike" he said pointing at me and mark

"so y'all been smoking in my house" mike asked getting a lil mad

"technically we ain't smoke in your house , we smoked outside your house" i said

"actually on top of your house , since we was on the roof" mark said laughing

"oh so y'all got jokes , mane whatchu smoking for y'all to young to be smoking like that" mike said

"it's better then what i was thinking bout doing " i said bluntly looking mike straight in his eye

" and what's that " mike asked

" killing my self " i said bluntly

"nyasia" mark just said looking at me

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