Trust and Believe💕|A badkid Mark story

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all of the other kids started eating theirs but since me and mark was just smoking we both already started feeling it.

we started whispering stuff in each others ears and we was cdfu .. we kept laughing

we was definitely fried .
i started feeling my 🐱 get a lil wet so i was contemplating calling yasir and telling him to slide but mark told me not too

idk why but ian question it

yanna sat on my bed and whispered in my ear
"did you have a panic attack"

i just whispered back and said "yea"

and she started rubbing my back .

i forgot how good it felt to get high so that's why i ate so many edibles after smoking

that's when jay said let's play a game

he asked us to play truth and dare and we all was just like ard

he dared tray and honesty to kiss and baby .. they was both feeling it.

then mykel got asked if it was true him and mae mae was together and he said yea.

then deedee got dared to to give sa'riyah a hickey

then tyanna got asked if she was a virgin and she said no.

then it was marks turn and he picked dare then tray dared me and mark to kiss for 20 seconds .

" but i fw somebody" i said

" i do too " mark said

"y'all not dating them and y'all didn't make anything official so technically y'all not cheating " jay said

"but like .. " i was boutta say sum until tyanna cut me off

"come on we all did our dares and answered our truths " tyanna said

i thought abt it for a second until finally i just said okay .

"ard bro let's just get it over with" mark said

"are you ready " he asked

"mhm" i said shaking my head

this might sound weird but his lips always look super kissable like he always had vaseline or blistex on em .. at first we just did a lil peck but then he grabbed my neck and we was really kissing like i honestly think we both forgot about the game because we was getting into it .. plus we both were high .

it was goin on for like a minute until tyanna pulled my hair back and i snapped back to reality

"damn that was like 45 seconds , y'all had to come up for air " honesty said laughing

"get out our room" mark said and i agreed with him like this dumb ass game we playing is weird.

"why" jay said

"cause we said so , now leave" i said rolling my eyes

"oh y'all want to finish huh" deedee said laughing

i threw a pillow at him and everybody started laughing and started to get up and leave .

me and mark was sitting on my bed and it was kinda awkward so i broke the silence .

"mark you know nothing has to be weird between us or anything " i said looking at him

he stared at me for a second then he just leaned in and smashed his lips on mine 

i was caught off guard but i was so happy it happened .

we started moving around more and i got on top and we started getting deeper into it and doing other stuff (if yk then yk) but then mark pulled away and said "we can't do this"

"why" i asked

"cause i still fw yani and you still fw yasir" he said

we stared at eachother for a minute then we started kissing again and then the door opened . it was just tyanna and jay but still

"omgggg" jay said

"i knew it" tyanna said

"man y'all get on my nerves" i said getting off mark

after a while of them all laughing and playing and alllat us 4 decided to keep playing truth or dare . yanna locked the door and then it was my turn .

i picked dare .

mark said " i dare you to tell me about tamir"

"omg bruh , that's anything" i said

"you have to do it" jay said dickeating a lil

" come on we not gonna tell anybody , i promise " mark said

tyanna sat there quiet cause she knows everything that happened already

"well tamir is just .. that's my ex .. we were together for over a year .. he made me think he really loved me .. he met my mom , dad , brother and allat .. i met his parents and siblings too .. he was my first everything .. one day we got high together and i still think he drugged me or something because i barely rmb that day but yea so that day i lost my virginity to him fast forward i felt like we were gonna be together forever and then he broke up with me two days later & he said he only used me for sex .. he said he got what we wanted so it was time for us to break up and allat .. he blackmailed me and said if i told anybody about how bad of a bf he was to me then he would post my nudes and allat and it was just .. a lot .. ion feel like getting into details but i was attached to him and he hurt me and we had another friend we were super close with .. her name was gianna but we call her gigi and they got together so i just cut both of them off but like i said , he hurt me  .. " i said

"wow" jay said

"i'm sorry " mark said feeling bad

"it's okay , i'm over it now .. that was in past lol and i'm more mature now so it's okay" i said taking a deep breath

" it's okay tho stank but you know why" yanna said

"why" i asked

"cause he will never meet sb that can throw that shit back like you and nun of them bitches will ever be wetter then you" she said sticking her tounge girl

"girlllll bye " i said laughing

" wait so that's the only person you did anything sexual with "

"besides yasir yes , but sometimes i be feeling like he only using me for sex too soooo i don't rly know abt that" i said

" well it's okay and you know we all here for you " jay said

" ik it's just that besides tyanna he was the only one i could really open up to like he knew about whenever i would make myself throw up or when i would cut myself or anything like that" i said

" wait you be cutting yourself " jay said

"i didn't do it in like a month so it's okay" i said

" no it's not okay .. you shouldn't make yourself throw up and you shouldn't cut yourself at all .. it's damaging your body and there are healthier coping mechanisms " mark said

" this is why i don't like talking about it " i said

"well instead of doing that come talk to me and i will help you " mark said

" you not gonna say anything to stop her" jay asked tyanna

"i already knew about this and she already knows i'm here for her .. i've helped try to get her better and i still am helping .. there is only so much i can do ..  so don't ever question me when it comes to her " she said snapping

"i just asked a question" jay said

"mhm" yanna said rolling her eyes

after that we all sat in a circle and kept playing the game. after a while tho we got bored so we all just decided to watch tv and gts .

yanna slept on my bed with me and mark slept in his bed and jay slept on the little couch that's in our room ..

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