//TW thoughts of suicide//
The rain was cold, not a person was out here. And me ? I thought about my pathetic life.
What did I ever achieved ?
Nothing
To whom did I ever mean something ?
Nobody
Where could I go to ?
NowhereThese well-known questions came into my head, bringing me to a new downpoint in my life, again.
I got up. And run. Run and run.
Through the forest, over the road, farther and farther, until I came to a bridge
I leaned over the railing, looked down into the torrential waters, even more dangerous than usual, because of the storm.But still, it was nothing compared to the storm inside me.
A hurricane made of emotions. Misery and Suffer.I didn't thought longer about it and climbed over the railing
Everything should just end.
And it did.
The rain stopped.
The sun tried to defeat the heavy clouds, desperately.
I looked up, watched the fight.
Suddenly, the sun wins.
Warm sunshine covered my face.My mind seems starting to work again.
Would giving up help at all ?
I already was at my lowest point. That means, it can't get worse, couldn't it ?
I have to wait of good times, but they will come one day.
I wasn't weak.
I wouldn't give up.
Slowly I climbed back over the realing.My phone rings.
As I looked on the screen I spotted the name of my only friend here.
We met each other in holidays years ago.
She lives far away from here.The question came back.
But the answers changed.I had a wonderful friend.
I meant something to her.
I could go to her.The idea was probably setted years ago, and now the fire was alight.
I went home, packed my back, drove to the next flight station and bought a ticket for the next flight to her.
3 years later
I sat in my friends living room, thought back to this day, back to the questions inside of my head.
One last time.What did I ever achieved ?
I made a fresh start.
To whom did I ever mean something ?
To the friends I found here, the nice lady who lives nextdoor to my amazing friend and beloved partner.
Where could I go to ?
I didn't need to go anywhere.
Here was perfectly right.
Here was my place in the world.
Here, I would always be welcome.
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ESTÁS LEYENDO
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