Its all in the Past

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It was pretty messed up
How you ended it all,
you know?

Left me all confused and hurting
Hoping it was a joke

And it's been a month
Since April Fool's
And I have grown to
Hate April now
It used to be
My second favorite month
But hey, guess you blew it.

 Left a bitter pill in my mouth
With no water, I had to chew it.
So for the first time in a while
It was hard to look into your eyes,

Look into the eyes that I once loved,
The ones that once looked at me
With adoration.

That's okay.

I would never force you.

If it's what you wanted,

Then you do you.

And of course that left me bitter
And willing to blame everyone.
Of course I felt it was everyone's fault
but my own.

I'm okay now though,
I can look into your eyes again.
As a friend though. 

Your a great friend, truly.
One of the best I've had.
I just can't help but wonder
What it would've been like
To continue receiving

"Good morning love," and
"Goodnight darling,"

Maybe in another life
Just not this one,

But that's okay.

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