But Maybe It Just Wasn't Meant To Be...

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But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...



I thought it would be just you and, me

You told me I could trust you 
You told me it would all be fine
Yet here am sitting outside this bar
Crying, wishing we could've of been more.

But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...

Ooh, and cars are pulled over
And the sirens are loud
Can't make up my mind
Its all fog in cloud.
To you,
I hope everything's great 
'Cause it isn't for me

But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...


Denial.
it's thinking that they will come back.
It's the ache you feel when they aren't there.
Expecting a knock at the door with you standing there, waiting.
Wait for me.

I know you shouldn't be here
I know you can't be here
but still,
The longing I get to have you is intense.
I burn up with you here.
I burn up with you not here.
It's a fever.
A sickness.
Lovesick.

How could anyone replace you
What if I made the wrong decision 
"I'm sure you still want to be with me...,
maybe we could try again."

But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...

No.
I can't.
We can't.
I know I can't yet I still want to try.
I still want to believe that what we had was destiny.
Irreplaceable.
That we were meant to be.
Anything else would be nonsense right?

Please, please, please
could we try again?
Come back I still need you.
I just want to see you.

But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...

The sounds of traffic slowly fade from my ears.
All I hear is the pumping of my chest.
I know we weren't made for each other but that's alright.
I know we weren't made to last but that's alright.
Still learning to hide my emotions,
Puddles of my tears soon turn to oceans.

Still trying accept the facts and realities
Talking about all causalities.
Maybe I should pray
Pray and hope that everything's okay.
Okay with you and me.

But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...

If the world was ending you'd come over right?
Talk about the good old days 
And maybe start over.
I know you know we weren't a match made with destiny
But if it was just us you would try again right?

If a person could be drugs
Then I'm highly addicted.
I feel fine when I see you happy.
Adrenaline pumps through my veins
Every time our eyes meet.
Saying I get butterflies would be an understatement
Maybe you think so too?
My only distraction is the dangle of keys.
I wish you were here right now with me..

But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...

Pecking every petal of these flowers
Hoping at every pick that it will be yes.
I know your with someone else
But I want you back...

Even though all you did was betray, lie, manipulate
I still miss you.
I still miss our happy moments
I want to have a happy ending too
Trying to make it all make sense
Yet nothing will connect.

But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...

Thinking of you
Is an unimaginable pain
That I bear with everyday.
And from all honesty
I wish I were them.
I wish I were the one whom you 
care so much for.

My arms are always open to welcome you back.
No matter how swollen,
No matter the ache,
I'll wait.
I'll wait with wide arms ready for you.
It's all free.
Just for you.




But maybe it just wasn't meant to be...

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