Chapter 1 || Before

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Castiel (POV)

Suddenly, I felt my eyes brim with tears. "You...what?" I choke out, unable to form the sentence.
"Cas, I'm so sorry, I was drunk one night and Lisa came onto me-" I cut him off with a forced laugh, hard and harsh.
"Oh, so you went back to your ex, huh? Do you miss the married life Dean?" Tears were now streaming down my face, but I still smiled- more like smirked. The type that said 'you fucked up.'
"Cas, I never meant-"
"Dean, I do not want to hear it! You made your choice. Even if you were drunk, it was still you deciding. And now I'm deciding, Dean. I think you should take your stuff and go." I was shaking, hard, voice cracking, and went from shouting to whispering.
"Cas, stop it-" He made no attempt to move, just staring at me blankly.
"No, you stop it! You bastard, just leave!" I was inches from his face, just like minutes before, but this time there was nothing romantic about it.
Dean stared into my eyes, as if searching, then suddenly turned around and left, stopping only to grab his jacket and slam the door. I crumbled at the noise of it, sinking to my knees, sobbing like the idiot I was, most likely for hours, until I fell asleep.

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