Chapter 3: Losing Control

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"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I pointed at my reflection in the mirror.

Is this how my next two years are going to pass? Me lusting over Jisoo and he, just innocently blushing and stuttering?

I paced my room, trying to get a grip, some fucking control. I have never felt like this. I could not deny the unmistakable, overwhelming feeling of lust that strikes through me. Usually, l only bedded guys who had experience, who knew how to satisfy me and who knew what they were doing, Jisoo did not tick any of those points. And l'm a hundred percent sure that he isa virgin. I mean, If he had some experience (even the weirdest) he would not stutter, tense or blush for Christ's sake.

But what was it about him that attracted me so damn much. Was it his innocence? Naivety? His korean roots? His sexy as sin body? Or was it his exceptionally huge erection digging into me?

I shook my head. No, I couldn't do this to me. He was the kind of guy who will treat his girlfriend like a fucking queen. He will love her with his all.

But don't you want him? Don't you want to feel him under you? Don't you want to ride him roughly and passionately how you like it?

Shut up!" I screamed at the invading thoughts.

I want him. And I will not stop until I have him.

No l can't have him! I can't destroy him like that.

No l'm going to try and control myself. Trying

Yes. That's the right way. Done.

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I walked into the kitchen and saw jisoo sitting on the counter and eating some Indian takeout.

Okay. Act normal. Act like it never happened. Put on a smile and do it.

I stormed toward him and he looked up way too late. I
snatched the meal away from his hands.

"W-what are you d-doing!?" His sexy lips formed an 'o' and I clenched my thighs.

Remember, control

I grinned at him and he immediately blushed. " Why do you blush so much?" I laughed.

He scowled, playfully and retorted "I can't help it."

I giggled Giggled.

I never giggle. Shit, I sounded like the girls in military school who giggled when our coach smiled at them. Yuck.

"Can I get my food back?" Jisoo asked and held out his
trembling hand.

"Oh my god, Jisoo. I'm not gonna eat you up. Stop shivering." I laughed again and he scratched his nape.

"Umm..i .." | cut him off.

" And no, you ain't getting this back. You call this food? I
saw the contents of our fridge. Do you practically live on
takeouts?" I asked him, folding my hands on my chest. Jisoo's golden gaze travelled to my chest which pushed up a bit.

"You are such a guy." I smirked, looking at him with a
narrowed gaze. I didn't blame him though. Most guys, by
the age of twenty one, lose their virginity. But this guy here, was not so experienced so having man-whoremones was understandable.

Before he could blush or stutter out a weak excuse, I clapped my hands together "We're going shopping. Come on."

He frowned and checked his watch. "It's late."

I rolled my eyes. " Do we have a curfew in this building?"

"No, but.." He trailed off.

"Come on, Kim. Chop chop!" I caught his hand and pulled him down. The touch sent a bolt of electricity through me and i quickly broke away. I'm sure he felt it too because his.

reaction was kinda same as mine.

"Umm yeah let me change." He murmured and walked out. My eyes followed him and his butt. Fuck, gotta eat that booty like groceries.

I laughed at myself and made my way to my room, quickly.

A mischievous smile crept into my lips as I walked into the closet. Let's tease Jis.

I pulled on a pair of denim booty shorts and a sexy loose crop top that said 'Oh snap!"

Pulling on my new white converse, I grabbed my bag. I
decided to leave my hair loose and leave my face natural. I don't need no makeup.

Jisoo was already waiting for me and I was not ready for the shock that settled down on me. Oh.My.God.

Jisoo had ditched his long sleeved tee for a short sleeved black v neck. His right arm was completely covered tattoos. My eyes studied each and every intricate tribal design on his muscular, tanned arm.

He was running his hand through his hair and going through some CDs in a cabinet near the couch.

I quietly walked behind him and stood there, admiring his butt and his arm.

I coughed loudly, hoping to make him turn around. He did.

But as soon as he turned around, I slapped him on the face. Not too hard. Just a tight slap.

He hand went up to his stinging cheek and he frowned at me.

"무엇을 위한 것이었습니까 " He murmured. That was so fucking hot.

I hid my surprise well. "I'm not Google translate, dumbo."

" Why did you slap me?" He questioned, still clutching his cheek.

"Why the fuck are you hiding this?" I held onto his strong arm.

"You were wearing a full sleeved shit earlier. Are you crazy?" I hissed.

He looked down and murmured" I don't like showing them off. Hardly anyone knows about them. I've never shown them off at college.

I scowled. What is wrong with him?

" But why?"

"I don't like the attention. Drop it, Jennie" He tone took a dangerous turn and a slight shiver ran down my spine.

"Okay. To each their own. But..." I trailed off and took a step closer to him. I rolled my eyes as he tensed.

"But what?" He whispered, his hands on his sides , not daring to move.

"But why show me?

I whispered Jis. Why did we always end up whispering?

"I like you.." He lightly shrugged.

A scoff passed my lips.

"못쓰게 만들다 .. Why are you doing this?" His breathing changed. His chest rose and fell rapidly.

I can't help it, I wanted to answer.

"I don't know...

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. We sprang apart. I cringed as jisoo gave me a strange look.

"'ll get it." l answered, plastering a fake smile on my face. I literally ran toward the door.

With my mind racing, I opened the door.

Gordon smiled and made his way inside. Great timing, old man. And no, no sarcasm there. If he hadn't showed up, I would have probably taken off his shirt and started kissing each and every design on his arm.

"똥..."' Jisoo whispered and ran to his room at lightning speed. A sly smirk.made its way to my lips. Look who got in a uncomfortable situation.

Gordon saw him running and then turned towards me "
Anything the problem?" He asked me.

I laughed and said " He got some wood.."

" What?" Gordon flushed.

"What? Oh no! I'm sorry! He ate some contaminated stuff" I shook my head" Has been shitting a lot."

"Oh...

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