Très Cher Á Toi - (SSO Player + Ydris)

Chapter 2

By late afternoon I had managed to escape the stables. I had snuck away to tack up Blaze and then right before I mounted, I told Justin about how I was ending early. He seemed to remember and wished me well before I headed off, glad to be on a horse this time up. As we went up, I found that slight nerves were feeding into my chest, the same feeling that I got the first time we had seen each other. I tried to get them to fade, but that feeling only increased, making me let out a breath. Whether it was the fact it had been months from seeing each other, or just simply being in his manor again made my nerves higher. I prepared myself, partly wondering if they were forming from seeing what state Xin was in. 

Getting further up the path and closer and closer to the Circus, I felt my body temperature increase wondering how hot it actually was excluding my nerves. Once I came into sight and headed up the small hill, my eyes instantly looked around, going to the tent and then the wagon, my heart pounding. As I looked at the wagon, my heart stopped. I saw Ydris peacefully seated on the steps, reading a book of some type which he seemed rather interested in. I also noticed him not wearing his ringmasters coat, along with the first few buttons of his shirt undone from the temperature. My eyes then went along, seeing Xin thankfully seated underneath the tent, legs sprawled out in front of him with his head leaning against the tent behind him, letting out big breaths as he was trying to stay cool. I then looked back at Ydris, my eyes addicted to him, taking him in again as I couldn't help but stare at each of his features. From his eyes which grazed over the book to his structured jawline and to the way his shirt gripped him in a way I had never seen before. It wasn't a body hugger where it seemed unbearable, but not sagging off of him; it fitted perfectly and flatteringly, partly rolled up to expose his lower arm, my eyes tracing the roads of veins that flooded through his arms, leading to his hands which sent a shiver of fire through me. With his content and relaxed position, I felt slightly bad that I was interrupting him. I could simply admire him all day and take him again, even when his eyes then left the text and looked in my direction, seeming to light up. Just from his stare, I felt myself get flushed, not being able to control the giddy grin that spreaded across my face when he shot me one of his sly, devious grins. We looked at each other, his eyes having a spark of joy in them as I admired their colours, watching as he folded his page and placed his book down, resting his head on his hands as I quickly dismounted, leaving Blaze there, knowing he would just start to graze. I quickly made my way over to him, his eyes watching as he couldn't help but have that devious expression on his face as I neared him, his smile seeming to get wider as I now stood in front of him, watching as he reached out for my hand and gently pulled me towards him, taking me by surprise as I then seated on his lap. I stupidly grinned, feeling my blood pressure rise as I felt his eyes trace over me, seeming to linger on every part of me. He then looked back at me, his eyes having that addictively dominant gaze.

"You don't know how difficult it was to not be able to see you everyday." he said, my body enclosed in the flush that had spreaded over me, even his voice making me feel a pulse deep down in between my legs.

I continued to grin at him, watching as I felt him place his hands on my waist and pull me closer to him, my body practically roasting at his touch.

We proceeded to share a gaze, my heart bouncing out of my chest as I felt him guide his hand up to my chin, bringing me in closer as he took in my features, proceeding to press his touch to mine, or movements going into a passionate, deprived, and desperate touch. I felt my breath being taken away from me as his touch got tighter around my waist, our movements speeding up as we wanted more, my hands wrapping around his neck as I felt magnetised to him. I hadn't realised how much I had been desperate to feel what he made me feel, practically I was addicted to it. I didn't have to say anything for him to know how much I had missed him, I knew he could tell by my body language. I wanted to feel his touch everywhere again; the desire and gentle touch he had which invested into a faster and gripping, my whole mindset craving for anything more. Breaking away for a breath but still keeping a small distance, I could feel the lust and desire flowing through my body, feeling weak from such an intense feeling.

"I don't know how I didn't drive myself mad when you were gone," I said, seeing him grin at my comment.

"I don't think either of us could have lasted much longer, my dove," he replied, putting his touch back on mine again, continuing from where we left off. I adjusted my grip around him, thankful I was sitting as I knew if I wasn't I would not be standing. He then broke away again, making me groan slightly from his action. He held me close, his eyes sending another wave of heat down my back, the temperature feeling humid and condensed.

"There is so much I want to do my dove, I feel like I have let you go," he said, keeping his soft grip on my chin, the sun casting down on my back.

I breathed in. "It's not the same here when you're away," I said. "It's unusual."

He grinned, his eyes flicking from my lips to my eyes and then over me again, seeming to take in every part of me again.

"I forgot how tempting you are ma cheire," he said, seeming to feel the same thing I was feeling.

I could feel that unexpected heat rush through me again before I felt him press his lips against mine again, a soft touch but still filled me with pure nerves. He then rested his other hand back on my waist, looking at me admiringly.

"How was it?" I asked him randomly, hearing the sound of Xin getting up in the distance. "Your trip with him."

Ydris grinned. "I have plenty to share, I do think it would be wise for when he's not present."

I smiled, my mind itching to tell him everything that I had been doing over the past few months, still not looking away from him.

"I have a lot to ask you, but I feel bad bombarding you with questions," I said to him.

"I have practically the time in the world my dove," he replied, his eyes flicking down over me and then back up.

I grinned. "You seemed content when I was here." I looked down towards the novel he was reading. "I felt like I interrupted you."

"Never think of such," he said. "I needed a way to distract myself from the clown I have spent the past months with as he simply can not make decisions for himself."

I laughed slightly, trying to contain myself from thinking of what I had encountered with him. Ydris noticed my grin, his eyes having an intrigued look,

"Based on your reaction I assume he has done something," he said, making me laugh slightly as I tried to hold back, swallowing my laughter.

He then removed one of his hands from my waist, grabbing the book and opening it up to where he had left off. I adjusted myself once I had finished my smirking so I was sitting in between his legs, leaning against his chest and so my head was rested against his shoulder as I felt one last grin past between us before I let out a breath, feeling myself relax into him as he wrapped his other hand back around my waist, holding me close to him and caressing my side slightly as we sat in a comfortable silence, my mind knowing that he was grinning happily as we continued to read the novel, enjoying the much needed time together.