The Queen's Executioner (Niragi X Reader)

◇♡The real truth♡◇

Asshole.

But then it flashed me that what he said was actually making sense.

I began questioning my choices and actions wondering if I should continue this stupid game.

The game we was playing...

And by we, I mean me and her.

Why did you hide it from her?

I loved her for many years and I lost her for many years due to my own selfish ideas of power.  If she knew or found out that I was an active player in her dangerous game, then she would either lose me or herself again.

Am I the asshole for lying to her?

I'm not going to lie and stand here like I am a victim when I was the idiot who decided to pick up the device stranded in the doorway to my room. I am aware that I am also a player, just like her. Though I did help make it easier for her to be my target incase I did need to fight for my survival and did think about what if I had to kill her before she kills me... all because of this stupid thing.

What is this 'game' that has been talked about?

Revealing a phone that was unfortunately assigned to me months ago before her noticing that she was back. I found a device like in the games stranded in the sand on the sea coast when playing a regular game with the boys. Unfortunately my curiosity got the best of me and automatically this fucking phone got assigned to me...

The rules were easy.

So I thought.

Meet and locate the queen's executioner.

Once located you have to kill the executioner before they execute you.

My phone didn't have a timer but more like a health bar popped up showing the damage I sustain.

Who is the Queen's Executioner?

My heart hurts to even think one of life goals of trying to find her has now become a living nightmare... One that I wish didn't exist because after all I wanted to make up for my shitty past self only to realise I am still that shitty person here too. But it hurt more when I found the executioner.

It hurt so fucking much leaving her behind at the hideout we found.

Only find out that all along it was her.

Y/N.

The one I had hidden the game from had to be my fucking target.

My dear lil Usagi.

Seeing the device in my hand ticking away in red reminding me of a certain someone waiting for me, I did begin to feel guilt but I really need to focus on what's next for us and for everyone in my life. Don't get me wrong but I need to stick with my gut instincts that she is just playing the game too and using my real feelings of love to her advantage.

At least I can make her last days worth something and make her smile for the last time before the time comes. Now that the nosey prick has gone out of sight and is in the past, all I could think about was what to do now she was under my supervision and control. For crying out loud, we made love which was different to other whores here... But one thing that is playing on my mind was how she allowed herself to forgive me so easily for the past and let her guard down so much.

Was she just playing games with me too?

Well obviously she has a game to play herself, same game as mine which she doesn't know yet. But obviously she must realise that everything is happening for a reason even if it's wrong.

After all doesn't us bumping into eachother seem too good to be true?

I do miss her presence right now,

But I don't want to die.

"I am sorry for my actions. " Practing the sentence over and over again for when the time comes to her lying in pool of her own desired colour, red or even when she finds out sooner than I intended.

After all I am Suguru.

Niragi Suguru.

People need to remember that I don't take shit from no one and don't let my reputation be under threat here because I became a soft for some bi- girl.

I'm sorry Y/N.

I do love you but it's part of the game.

A game I need to win.