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It keeps bothering my heartThe memory of your wordsPrinted on my soulWill stay with me until I dieTruth is, I don't want to leaveWith the feeling of being destructedIn a moment of believing your loveThose days make me wonderWhat was more realThe p...

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It keeps bothering my heart
The memory of your words
Printed on my soul
Will stay with me until I die
Truth is, I don't want to leave
With the feeling of being destructed
In a moment of believing your love
Those days make me wonder
What was more real
The pain that cut my veins
Or the adoration you so screamed about
As I walk in a field
Where flowers are dead and smell is killing me
I tried to think in the smile
You're giving me now
Wondering when are we going
To fall off again
Wondering when are you going
To leave me again
Wondering when am I going
To feel pain again
Every step is poison to what surround us
I want to let this go
But my love is intact
Even if it has been step on too much
You grab my hand
Trying to reassure me you're here now
But how much time is it?
Somehow, the ending is coming
If we get to the final point
Where flowers don't die and start to bloom
Then maybe we've grown up
But my soul is trying to find the peace
Unable to do it if you're still here
Because the memory of your words
Keeps bothering my heart.

-Having a crush on someone can be really hard at first

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-Having a crush on someone can be really hard at first. After a while, it gets even worse. Eventually... It becomes really unbearable. After that... You kind of just get used to it.
-Does that mean that one day, I'll be able to give up?
-No. You get used to the pain, so used to it that eventually you become numb. And the pain doesn't even hurt anymore.
[Our Beloved Summer - Ji Ung]

There's a pain you learn to live with
The untamed love
Someone who is never the one
Even if your dreams are set on this person
It just won't happen
And when asking why
All you do is hurt yourself a little more
Every day, it kills
There's no harm in this world
When you can protect them
Oh, only if they let us in
But they don't
And the pain is growing up
The chest is burning and is not your heart beating
But breaking in pieces
Trying to love someone else
The untamed love
Being friends is not enough
Being strangers is not that tough
Let me have this feeling of joy
Whenever I see you
Don't reject me again, I know it won't happen
Is just that somehow
I've learned to live with this pain
That I can't feel it anymore
But I still feel love towards you
Is just that somehow
I haven't learned that part yet.

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