Song: Amnesia by 5 Seconds of Summer.Dear Julian,
I thought about you today, I tried really hard not to trust me I did but I couldn't stop. I thought about your eyes and the way they always sparkled under the lights and the fact that I always got butterflies whenever you were around. I thought about our late night conversations, I thought about your kisses, I thought about all the times you told me you loved me, I thought about the first time you asked me to be your girlfriend and all the times you would comfort me whenever I was sad. I also thought about how I let you break down my walls and mend my broken heart back together just to have you shatter it into a million pieces and pretend like nothing ever happened. I hate you, I hate you so much, I hate that I'm still so madly in love with you after all the things you've done to me and I hate that I still miss you so damn much it hurts. I hate feeling this way Julian, I hate it.Emily.
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