I LOOK OUTSIDE THE WINDOW AT THE FADING EVENING SKY AND WONDER HOW MY LIFE WILL LOOK LIKE IN THE FUTURE
I DON'T KNOW IF I'M TALKING 1 YEAR? 5? 10?
BUT I WONDER
AND LIKE A LOT OF PEOPLE I CREATE AN IMAGE OF WHAT IT CAN LOOK LIKE, WANT I WANT IT TO LOOK LIKE
AND I SEE HOUSE, PARTNER, HAPPINESS, MAYBE KIDS, JOB I LIKE ...
BUT I CAN'T HELP WONDER IF THE HAPPINESS IS REAL OR FAKED LIKE IT IS NOW A LOT OF THE TIMES
I CAN'T HELP BUT WONDER IF I TURNED OUT TO BE LIKE MY MOM? OR MY DAD? OR ARE PEOPLE FINALLY SEE ME AS MYSELF INSTEAD OF DAUGHTER OFF, SISTER OFF, GRANDKID OFF...
WILL I -IN THE FUTURE- FINALLY BE
AMBER
?
JUST 'ME'
?
-A
YOU ARE READING
*SCREAMING IN SILENCE*
PoetryTHIS IS A BOOK FULL OF POETRY I WRITE. THESE ARE MY PURE EMOTIONS. TRIGGER WARNING (suïcide, depression, death, love, pain, childhood trauma, trauma, father issues...)
