my love : book 1

-6-

my eyes slowly became to open and i looked around at my surroundings. a huge ass room. that's not mine.

the morning light had peaked through the windows and i tried to get up but something heavy as fuck is weighing down on me

i look down and a muscular, tatted arm was sprawled across my torso. i looked to the side and it was lux?

i was also in his t-shirt and gym shorts. he was shirtless. i don't think we fucked. i hope not at least. i move his fat arm off of me. yuck.

and i get up as quietly as possible. don't wanna wake up that twat. i slipped on my shoes

where are my clothes? guess i'll find them eventually, but it's not gonna be now

i tiptoe to the door after grabbing my phone and wallet. i made a break for it. my fat ass ran down the steps and through the door. i ran all the way to my apartment.

when i went in, it didn't shock me to see bridget laid up with logan. i saw parts i never wanna see again

i started violently banging on the door

'RAHHHHHH GET UPPPPP GET UPPPPP. GET THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE MY APARTMENTTTTTTT' i sung loudly

they both jumped up. tits and dicks out for the world

'cover up your dick dude. no one needs to see that negative shit first thing in the morning' i say and cover my eyes

logan turned a deep red and put on some pants before walking swiftly out the door

'ughhhhhh' bridget whined and covered her head with a pillow

'get up and help me clean'

she did as she was told. there was a long silence. probably because she was cleaning butt ass naked and i was wearing her brothers clothes

'so. did you and lux-'

'no. no we did not. how did you know about that anyway?' i say without hesitation

'i saw him run up with you. but it's okay if you did. i just don't want you to get hurt by him'

'we didn't. nor will we ever'

i heard her attempt to hold in a laugh

it took us a good 3 hours to clean the apartment completely

it still reeked of dirty ass and sex

'i need you to shower and wash your sheets' i say after i got out

'fine. it does stink a bit doesn't it' she said slightly embarrassed

'a bit isn't even the words i would use'

she turned a little pink and walked to the bathroom. i sat down on my made up bed and shut my eyes and of course little flashbacks started to flash before my eyes. i was laying in that twats bed. i actually opened up and that's terrifying

i don't think im gonna drink again... for awhile

i shut my eyes and sleep started to ingulf me again

it's monday.

the worst day of the week.

the weekend wasn't eventful at all. other than friday night obviously.

i get to see lux again today. i honestly don't really want too.

i'm still so embarrassed. i don't think he said anything to bridget. or if he did, she didn't mention it.

bridget and i walked to our theology class where she actually sat with me for once

her brother and other friends sat in their normal spots.

'ladies and gentlemen. please bring yourselves closer to the center.'

as everyone moved closer, lux moved closer to me and bridget

'lux get your ass on' bridget said quietly while we sit down

'no'

he sat down directly in the middle of us

'how you feel love?' he asked with a grin

god help me. i'm not supposed to enjoy being called love, as much as i do. especially from him? i felt my face go hot

'rayne. and i'm fine' i reply shortly

'hmmmm'

PLEASE HELP. i sat quietly as the professor talked about an upcoming project and lux poked fun at bridget. then he turned his attention back to me.

'when do you want your clothes sweetheart'

'anytime's fine.'

'wanna come to mine later to get them?' he grinned as he said it

'uh no. no, not really. just give them to bridg later'

bridg looked at us in amusement

lux rolled his eyes

'i'll just take them to your apartment sometime. i have a key anyway i just can't remember where your place is at'

'... okay?'

the professor put us into groups and i prayed the whole time that i'd have a decent group

'rayne diaspro, lux gale and sammy payne'

of course i get in a group with lux

he looked just as upset as me honestly

i looked around and noticed a dude getting up and walking towards me lux

he was cute as fuck

he had glasses but they were paired with gorgeous green eyes. short dark hair. freckles. pale. and pretty tall.

he sat down next to me and gave me a shy smile

'sammy'

'rayne. that's lux-'

he was gone

'well. that was lux. do you have snap? i'll add you real quick'

we exchanged snaps and goodbyes

i walked out the door and bridget walked up beside me

'i don't feel like going to english.'

'don't go then. i have something better to do'

'i don't trust you in the slightest'

'well, let's just go to the apartment for now then'

now that, that's odd. how does someone want to go out, then want to stay at home?

i drove us to our apartment and as we entered in the door bridget stepped out

'shit i forgot some of my stuff earlier. i'll be back in a bit'

'wait do you want me to-'

'i've got it! thanks though' she yelled

i walked in and threw my stuff on the floor

shower. pleasant.

i walked into the bathroom

a bathroom that shouldn't have been used...

yet the lights were on, the room was steamy...

and the shower was on?

lord help

i really need to shower but am i willing to risk my life seeing a strangers naked ass and getting shot in the throat

yes. death welcomes me anyway.

i plugged in my hairdryer and had it ready to be thrown in the water. just in case they were feeling a little spunky

deeeeeeeep breaths rayne

i screamed and jerked the shower curtain open

oh...