Summer By Myself 나 혼자 여름

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Rush's POVHi. I'm Rush Collymore. I'm diagnosed with HIV. Well, that's unexpected. I mean, I know my boyfriend doesn't have it. I never thought I'll be in this situation. I don't know what to do after I found out recently. After I graduated from college, I and my boyfriend decided to live together.

"Babe, Our new couch arrived!!" Mateo said. Mateo Summers is my Live in Boyfriend I'm talking about. He is the most supportive, caring, loving boyfriend I've ever been with. I had nothing to ask for. he had everything I want. But he doesn't know about the fact that I have HIV. I don't know how to say this to him. Luckily, we didn't do it or he'll be infected as well.

"Babe? Come check this out! It's fucking comfy!" Mateo said, sitting on the couch after removing the plastic off the couch.

"Coming!" I said as I head downstairs before seeing the couch My boyfriend bought.

"That's cute!" I added, looking at the couch while my boyfriend is laying down on it.

"But not as cute as you," Mateo said before winking at me. I just giggled. I sat beside him before I cuddled him, feeling his soft cottoned shirt and smelling the Lavender scented cloth. It was just like when we first met. nothing changed and I like it. He patted my head as he looked at the distance, the trees were swaying outside, and the sunlight was directly pointing at us as the bird chirped outside. It was very calming. I kind of want to stay like this forever.

"I received a lot of orders on our cupcakes. So maybe tomorrow I'll be busy delivering them." Mateo said as he was eating our Lunch he prepared.

"Oh. Then I'll help! I can bake more so we can receive a lot of orders or maybe advertise our Cupcakes online" I said, giving suggestions for our Cupcake selling business. Our cupcake-selling business was doing great actually. We've been doing it ever since we lived together. Well, that's not only our business. we also own a small apartment.

"No need! I can deliver it on my own. Just stay here. Or if you want, you can make more cupcakes in case we received to-go orders." Mateo said. It was a great idea after all so I accepted the idea.

We spent the day using our new couch as we watch some movies on the Television. I like watching horror movies when my boyfriend was there. But when I'm alone, I want to watch some drama movies or romance. After that, we ate our dinner. I always cook our dinner every day since my boyfriend was already tired from work. It was okay for me since I'm always inside our house. I'm the house-husband in this house. After and called it a day.

I can't sleep. My Boyfriend's right beside me, quietly snoring, and here I am, thinking of a way how I will say this to my boyfriend.

9 hours ago..."I'm sorry Mr. Collymore, but you are diagnosed with HIV." The doctor said. At that time, I felt like my world had just fallen apart, thinking about the possibilities of what will I end up in the future. I don't know what to do. I don't know what I feel. I don't know what will my boyfriend feel about this. What do I do...