troublesome - jaywon

Weird

Playing STEREOTYPE by STAYC

I was always like this.. but, why do I still feel different? It's like he's different than I imagined so. Tch I'm not supposed to feel like this. Out of all people, why is my stupid heart falling over Mr. Perfect my ass.. Does it really feels like this? Is this what "JUNGWON!" .. feels like? Ahh, I can't "JUNGWON YOU WILL BE LATE!!!" this man. He's too perfect. I'm just an ordinary boy who doesn't even deserve anyone to care for him. He can't "I SWEAR TO GOD JUNGWON?" me. It's impossible. Even if the "WAKE UP!" are mutual..
...

"JUNGWON, WAKE TF UP." He said as I got splashed in the face with cold water. "Finally! Took you long enough! I was waiting outside for you, but looks like you were ASLEEP. So I barged in and you didn't even lock the doors." Sunoo complained.

Sunoo. He is my long time bestie in short. We met in kindergarten and then our parents got close. After years, we still remained best friends and here we are in second year of university!

"Sun, we aren't even close to being late! The fuck!" I cursed in anger. "I had a weird dream."

Sunoo looked at me in confusion. "Dream? WONIE GET READY AND TELL ME AFTER OMG!" He complained again.

From the start we usually bickered for small things and make up after two minutes.

"Sunoo! It was my muffin! Ms. Lee said I get the last because I was a good boy today!" I looked at him with puffy eyes.

"Well! I ate it first, and I was hungry!" He excused himself.

"MS. LEE!!! SUNOO A-" As I was about to snitch on him, he gave me a half of the muffin and I began to munch it proudly.

"Next time eat it before I do!" He laughed it off alongside me.

We came to school right at the time. Both Sunoo and I were in the same class A2. I was myself known for a smart trouble-maker in school. Sunoo too, even tho he's a bit more intelligent if I have to confess that.

This week, students rumored that there will be two new students coming, one girl and one boy.

The boy was supposed to me somewhat a model and his sister is a k-pop soloist. The girl is really living my dream.
From when I was born, I always wanted to be an artist, no matter what kind.. Singer, rapper, dancer, anything that has to do something with music. I had a talent for singing from my mother. She was an amazing singer, until she got pregnant. That's what everyone from my family told me.

In class. I was zoned out the whole time, thinking of my future and a career I may get.

I had my eyes on the door, watching when people start to leave the classroom which will give me a sign that the boring class is over, but,
Instead of people leaving, a person entered a classroom, perhaps a girl.
She was beautiful, cute looking girl, with shorter wavy hair.

"Class, this is one of the two transferee students that come from the other part of the city. You may introduce your self young lady!" The teacher kindly welcomed the student.

"Hello! I am Park Jong Yi, Park Jiyi for short. I am a soloist under BE : lift entertainment, and I hope we will get along in the future!" As she finished, the student clapped loudly for her, that even teacher had to calm them down.

"You can sit beside Jungwon, tell me if he is bothering you, since.. he is very problematic.." What did he just say? I opened my mouth in offended style, just to get giggles from other classmates, including Sunoo.

"Hi, Jungwon is it?" Jiyi sat beside me and whispered. "Just please don't freak out about sitting with an idol and we are good!" I like the confidence. It's like Sunoo.

"Oh yeah, no big deal, I'm very chill for a person! But, kind of a trouble-maker.." I said disappointed in myself, earning a giggle from Jiyi.

"Finally, I'm not alone in that! I love walking around making shit so that people see me as somewhat funny!" I bursted out laughing alongside with her.

"Jungwon! Do you want a detention? Quiet!" I rolled my eyes, and passed the note to Jiyi, saying: "Can you pass it to the blond boy with blue sweater?" She nodded.

After a minute the blond boy gave me back the note saying: "Sorry, I have a date :(". I groaned at the note which Jiyi snatched from me looking confused. "Awh, you got rejected.." Jiyi made a sad face that made me embarrassed.

"NO, that's my best friend, Sunoo! I was asking if he wants to go with me to shopping after school.." Jiyi understood now as she shaped her mouth like an o.

"Ohh, I can go with you! But if so, I'll need to go with my brother.. I don't think you'll-"

"No need, I'll go alone." Again, again, again AGAIN.

The class dismissed. Jiyi patted my head as a lot of students approached us. By us I meant her, because I was already getting out of the mess in classroom.

As I was about to leave, I accidentally bumped into a tall person..

On my luck, it was just Sunghoon-hyung. He is our dear friend, and Sunoo's boyfriend. I can't say that I was jealous, but, their dates mostly ruined any kinds of hangouts with Sunoo. I was lonely most of the time, in a small cozy house, alone.

My parents flied to America, years ago. The haven't made a single call with me. They changed numbers, house, they left me and her.

Alone, I could do whatever I want, like a dream. But, what is the point, if you are.. alone. I don't have anyone I can trust beside Sunoo and my sister. Sunoo was like my brother when we first met, and he still is. I always thought his parents were better than my unsupportive, h0m0ph0b1c and r4s1st parents. Unlike mine, they were the best. They always took care of me, and they still do. About my sister, my twin. She is a k-pop idol under Starship entertainment. She's kinda busy, she takes a private school and lives in another apartment. We daily chat and hang out a lot,

but, I still feel lonely..
I want to meet him.
The one.
The one from the weird dream.
But,

who

is

he?