Hey Daddy, I just wanna say "Thank You" for making me this way. Making me think about Death. Making me feel like shxt, making me feel worthless.
Making me hate myself.
I dream of a perfect father, did I get that? No. Did I have a second chance of a perfect father? Yea. Is it working out? No.
I found out that you had a baby girl.
Looks like me, except for blue eyes, that will change to a different color, like mine did. I hope you act like a father for her. She's a precious little girl who didn't do anything. I don't wont her to feel like how I do. You treat her right, you act like a father, don't ever leave her. She deserves a good life. If I hear that you left her and didn't care, I swear, I will see you and yell at you.
When are you gonna tell her, that she has a half sister? When am I going to met her?
She doesn't deserve to have a crazy messed up family like mine.
She's growing up with my sister and brother, who I haven't seen in forever, I know they'll take good care of her.
Remember my words, Don't ever, ever, leave that baby girl like you did with me...
