sweet tooth

Twenty

Blood ...

Cries ...

Screams ...

Grunts

That's the stuffs James felt all at once as he was walking down the stairs quickly, holding his little brother's hand in tight grip .

It alarmed him the most because it was just recently he got a soft kiss on head before being tuck in the bed with his favorite pyjama wear .

The last lingering soft kiss of his mother

Which he wasn't ready for nor did she planned for

Because he has always been a Mama's boy so was Daniel .

She always giggled at the littlest things and cuddled them both for no reasons

She always told them that she loves them again and again with her green eyes filled with warmth

She also sings to them every night with a soft voice in spanish that held a thousands tunes but had one meaning

James even rembered when she would struggle , carrying little old Daniel on the side of her left hip with her pertruding tommy while cleaning up the kitchen .

She prefers the maids to not touch her kitchen, it was their sacred place ,their sanctuary ,where they could laugh quietly without  disturbing their father

The place where they could  touch her baby bump enjoying the slight kick they felt on their small palm

It was here place where she would cry silently while sniffing in James curls

She would always tell them that their father loves them but he's busy man but james never believed it though

She was their mother and she was their father

And she loved them so much

So no

Her death wasn't unplanned

She didn't know about it and she wasn't ready to face it either 

Because she was addicted to her children

So seeing her blood trails on the stairscase leading to her limp body at the end of it was definitely unplanned

" Mummy" Daniel cried hugging her chest while James placed her head on his small lap

But she didn't speak

Her pretty eyes was filled with tears that ran quietly at her cheek with her hand clutching protectively on her stomach which now held their dead child

James could see the blood on her dress around the waist line but he's naive brain could not understand that she just had a miscarriage Infront him

Infront Daniel

And infront of his naked father

****

" So what do you prefer ,a dick with length or a dick with grith " Jessie asked randomly in middle of the mean girls show that they're watching in Henry's room

Rose never felt like throwing up like the way she did now

But Henry was in deep thought while licking chocolate ice cream, the purple flashes on the tv was illuminating on his handsome puffy face

" Be specific " he muttered looking down on Jessie who was slightly playing with his leg on her lap after minutes of arguing with him to take it off

"I said do you prefer a dick that long but thin and a dick that short but fat " Rose heaved nearly turning green .