AN: Sorry for not updating! Ive been very busy but Ill update more regularly now!!!
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Its been a couple days after all that happened. Its the day before the last day of school... Luckily. I jump out of bed with a slight grin on my face you dont usually get from me. I quickly get dressed and take the bus to school, where I sit next to John and talk about all the weird things he likes. There was one weird thing that he told me he liked that that was... " Oh also I like you Dave. " The words coming out of his mouth like they don't mean anything but, they meant a lot to me. In what way does he mean like? Love like? Or friend like??? I didn't know.. the whole rest of the day I thought about it.
In English, History, every class... that's all I thought about. It was probably stupid though... Maybe it just didn't mean anything. Maybe it meant a lot. I didn't know. In the classes I had with John, I asked him what he meant by like but he shrugged it off and said " Nothing. " I didn't think it meant nothing... It meant a lot to me.
After the last bell rang we ran to our busses to avoid missing them. I get on my bus and sit next to John. " Hey " I said.
"Hi" He said, seeming zoned out while looking out the window, probably thinking about something weird, like his weird ass man crush monstrosity named Nic Cage.
" What's up? " I asked, trying to make a conversion with him because usually he brings up the weirdest topics to talk about.
" Nothing... " He responded, he never says nothing! Usually he has a quirky response.. not today. Something seems wrong. Very wrong. I asked him what he meant by like me but he just responded by saying it meant nothing and to stop asking him. It has hard to do that though, I needed to know. I needed to know what he meant!!! I needed to know if he loves me back....
His stop is the first stop, whereas mine is the last. He gets off and I'm left alone with my thoughts. Still thinking about those words, those words ringing in my head like someone constantly ringing a bell in my ear, loudly. It was killing me. And I needed to know. I just needed to!
I get home and text John. Ask him whats wrong but its nothing apparently. Nothings wrong my ass. It was only until he sent a text with a certian jumple of words that made me realise.. made me realise what he meant after all.
I almost drop my phone while reading those words... How.. How could he???!
