to: parkjay0220@gmail.com
subject: missing your smile
dear jay,
i remember the first time we met, i was enchanted by our beautiful eyes. the new neighbor was indeed attractive. i wanted to be friends with you, but i was afraid. kids would always avoid me because they don't want to catch any viruses from me. well, i understand. but sometimes, i do wonder how it feels like to have a friend.
i would always sit in front of our house and which other kids play and laugh. i was always jealous because i can't play like them.
then, you walked near me.
i told you to walk a little more farther. your face looked curious ― or disappointed. i didn't intend to make that sound mean.
i apologized afterwards and told you that i have cystic fibrosis. you were confused and i simply explained that you might get sick because of me.
but you didn't look scared.
you even flashed a smile and that was the most alluring smile i have ever seen.
- seona
scheduled mail: 5/26/2022
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