nineteen: love drug

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It's been a month since everything was actually calm, no problems, just how it was before this all got messed up. Since my leg was still not healed enough I got some uncomfy crutches to walk around with.

It was way better than being carried like a fucking bag of potatoes by Juyeon, Kevin, Sunwoo, Moonbin, Eunwoo, or Sanha. The only ones that did their job properly were Sangyeon and Jacob honestly, but it felt bad making them walk up and down by 3 floors since I was hungry or wanted to do something to kill time.

So here I am, playing speed race games with Eric, who was winning against me. That fucker cheated and didn't go 3 times a lop but 2 only, normally I wouldn't care, I mean I would, but not that much, especially when we bet for 500 bucks to whoever loses will pay the winner 

"Yah Eric YOu CheATer!" my voice cracked as I crossed the line literally a second after him, throwing the Xbox pad on the sofa 

"blah you're a loser ~ now give me the money" he smirked putting his hand up to me, holding my hands I hand him 200 

"even tho you cheated have this and go buy yourself some candy" I rolled my eyes before taking my crutches and getting up

"oh Miyeon, Eric, are you guys busy?" Juyeon asked as he spotted me and Eric nagging at each other 

"not at all, I'd actually be grateful if you'd either steal me or took him from me," I said with an obvious voice making Eric roll his eyes

"you're fucking mean, but whatever I got the money," he said as he flexed the money before losing them to Sunwoo who run past him, stealing the money from him, laughing his ass off "YAH?!"

while Eric dropped the pad and run after Sunwoo who was laughing yet running for his life, Juyeon chuckled as his gaze followed them, same as mine, not until I moved my head and faced him. 

Not gonna lie, within the month all I did was avoid Juyeon, kinda mean, and selfish, but It felt weird to you know, start the topic about us. But looking at the moment of how well I got along with everyone, I should clear things up with him as well.

"Juyeon can we talk?" I asked as I bite my lips nervously 

"that's why I came here for, should we talk in your room?" he asked as I simply nodded my head before walking with the help of crutches while he followed me just in case I fall like many others times before

As soon as we got in my room, I sat on my bed leaving the crutches land against it, while Juyeon sat next to me, looking at me with a serious yet unsure face. I could tell he was as nervous as I was about our situation because there was no more talking about what are we. 

"uh, I guess you wanna know the answer about what are we?" I sighed as soon as I saw Juyeon clear his throat, the air was heavy

"It's not like this, I know you've had a sudden live change by 360* but I 'm like... just curious about..." he said hesitating

"about what?" 

"you and me... about us," he said as his eyes become tenser, looking deep into mine, as I felt my heart going 10 flips within 1 second

"us" ... there were never us but, still. Why the fuck would I feel this way by simple word

"What is our current relationship? I know we said we'll only stop on just being friends with benefits, but then again you gave my hopes up and suddenly stopped talking. I don't like how you play with this. Can you stop?" He said with his eyes looking into mine,  making me feel hot, as if I was about to melt

"stop what exactly? There could be many things to stop-"

"stop pretending to not have feelings for anyone" a chuckle left his lips

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