As a young girl with so many dreams
Those dream were stolen from me at a young ageAt the age of 8 I was sexual assaulted
Not knowing what actually was happening
No one to talk to about it
Being scared
AshamedIt's just sad that the people
We are close to are the ones doing this
Even worse you have to fake a smile
Whenever you see them
In the name of acting normalI'm broken
I can't take the pain no more
Just seeing him is a nightmareDepressed
Thoughts of suicide
Running in my mind
The more I think of it
The worse it becomesI have been agitated
Men being around me
Not trusting no one
Insecurities with my bodyI dont know if I will ever trust again
He ruined my life
What did he see in an 8 year old?
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LOST IN THOUGHTS
PoetryTrigger warning ⚠️ This book is based on heartbreak ,suicide ,depression ,self harm and rape It's all in the first person voice because these are Arya's words