I can't control the chaos inside
It eats at me
And I fumble for words but it's beside
Electricity shocking my words
Twisting them into irrational slurs
Fire ignited deep into my bones
Pushing my buttons
in the ways only you know
Bringing out the worst from inside Below my beating heart
My hands shake
And my tongue goes dry
Ironed and sharpened
My lips at the ready
To fight until I'm winning
Use my tongue to slice and bite
At your bitter words
I even out the snares
It's a battlefield
Build up a barrack
Full of insults as hurt alike
Some bullets reach me
I defile the others
Jitters in my stomach
The butterflies stabbing my wounds
Suffocating and bewitching
Emotion defied by just you
I've never said these words before
I hate to say I wish you were clicking
Down the road and never back again
Dangerous things in my head
Wishing we would be beheaded
Blood and words that flow so deep
What I usually keep inside
Is now out no longer embedded
