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Why didn't she tell me? She told me everything. She was my everything....

I was living life. I was having a good time. Filming movies, going on tours, and going to award shows and winning at least 2 to 4 awards. She was always there for me, happy for me. She knew only one of us could quit and she volunteered. She hated singing, acting and dancing , she hated it all. She wanted to be a normal child...

My name is Amzie Frost and im your favorite young celebrity that everyone knows and loves. Im here to share my twins and I's story and why she killed herself.
I was shocked too, to hear that she committed suicide. Im still sad. I will never be the same. It will never be the same.
No one should take there life at 16 years old.

I feel like its completely my fault. I could have stopped her. She was in her room and I was in mine.
Her room was right next to mine...

As you guys know are house is huge but me and Mckenzie have are rooms in the basement. Also you guys know we also have 7 other siblings. Yep just a regular huge celebrity family.

If you guys remember my dad died when Mckenzie and I were 12 almost 13. Now 3 to 4 years later I lost Mckenzie too. What did I do to deserve my dad and sister to die?

The day Mckenzie died is still clear as day...

Flashback- the day Mckenzie died

Knock knock
I look outside my window to find my best friend Wyatt.
"Hey" I said to him
"Hey, ready to do a video?" He asked me
"Yep"
If you are wondering my window is actually pretty big for a basement window. Wyatt's house is right next to mine and his room is right across from mine. So when we get bored we use the windows to go to each others rooms.
As you guys know we usually make YouTube videos to entertain you guys. We've been doing these videos since I was 11 and he was 12. We also met that same year.

As Wyatt and I were setting up the camera to make sure it had a good angle...
"BANG!!!!"
"What was that?!?" Wyatt asked
"I dont know it sounded like it came from Mckenzies room." I said
"Ill be right back I want to make sure she is ok." I told him

I knock on Mckenzies door. I wait about two minutes before I knock again.
"Open up Mckenzie" I yelled
At this point my heart was pounding fast because she usually opens her door right away. I didn't know what to think. I quickly run as fast as I can upstairs. I go to the key drawer and get the key that can open Mckenzies door.
Once I found the key I quickly rush downstairs and unlock her door. I swung open the door but didn't see Kenzie. I look at her bathroom door. I rush to the bathroom door and try to open it. lσckєd! I started to panic again. I guess my mom and oldest brother heard me because they came downstairs.
"Whats wrong?" My brother asked
" I h-heard a l-loud bang in here so I came to check on Kenzie" I studdered out a little.
"Where is Kenzie?" My mom asked
"I think shes in there" I pointed to the bathroom

My mom knocks on the door.
no answer.
"Kenzie are you in there?" My brother asks
Still no answer
I couldn't take it anymore. With all the strength I had I kicked the door open.

The door swings open and we see a horrific sight. There on the floor lays Kenzie with a lot of blood on her left arm.

My mother quickly pulls out her phone and dials 911. My brother and I stood there in shock.
"911 whats your emergency" the lady asked
"M-my d-daughter is p-passed out on the bathroom f-floor and there's b-blood all over her a-arm" my mom chocked out
"Help is on the way" the lady said and with that my mom hung up.

All we could do is wait for the ambulance. By now my whole family and Wyatt found out. Wyatt and I sat on Kenzies bed me with my head on his shoulder waiting for help.

"I hope she is ok" I said to Wyatt with tears in my eyes.
"I hope so too" he said and kissed the top of my head.

Soon we start to here sirens.
"Sounds like help is here" Wyatt said to me.
"Finally" is all I said as people started coming into the room.
"S-shes in there" my mom said to the paramedics as she pointed to the bathroom, with tears in her eyes.

Next thing we know the paramedics were taking Mckenzie to the hospital.
"Ill meet you guys at the hospital"
My mom said to me and my siblings. We all nod are heads as she goes into the ambulance with Mckenzie. Then the ambulance speeds off.

"Come on guys get ready so we can leave" my oldest brother said, we all nod and get ready still trying to process everything that was happening.

At hospital

My mom, my 7 other siblings, Wyatt, and I all sat in the waiting room waiting for a doctor to tell us if Mckenzie was going to be ok.

Soon a doctor comes toward us.
"Are you guys Mckenzies family?" The doctor asked
"Yes I-is she ok?" My mom asked stuttering a bit hoping to hear good news.
The doctor sighed.

A̶u̶t̶h̶o̶r̶'s̶ n̶o̶t̶e̶:
I̶ h̶o̶p̶e̶ e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶o̶n̶e̶ w̶h̶o̶ r̶e̶a̶d̶s̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ b̶o̶o̶k̶ w̶i̶l̶l̶ e̶n̶j̶o̶y̶. I̶ w̶o̶k̶e̶ u̶p̶ o̶n̶e̶ m̶o̶r̶n̶i̶n̶g̶ a̶n̶d̶ h̶a̶d̶ a̶n̶ i̶d̶e̶a̶. T̶h̶a̶t̶'s̶ h̶o̶w̶ I̶ c̶a̶m̶e̶ u̶p̶ w̶i̶t̶h̶ t̶h̶i̶s̶ s̶t̶o̶r̶y̶.
P̶l̶e̶a̶s̶e̶ v̶o̶t̶e̶, c̶o̶m̶m̶e̶n̶t̶, a̶n̶d̶ e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ e̶l̶s̶e̶! T̶h̶a̶n̶k̶s̶ f̶o̶r̶ r̶e̶a̶d̶i̶n̶g̶!