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This is.. Something new. I want to be honest with you guys.
I hate myself, I hate even existing. I'm young yet I have cried and have felt so damn drained of life. I want to cut myself but I stop myself. I make jokes to hide my tears of something stupid. I cry when I fear afraid, I cry because I feel alone, I cry because I believe everything I do is stupid. I don't know if I have true friends or not. I only have online friends who could leave me at any moment. I wonder why people care for me. I am out of pace with my siblings, I forget too much, I fail too much. I have backed myself up against a wall, and have no idea what to do. I am too deep in my sorrow to realize how I hurt myself. My only true friends I know are fictional, well, except one who has cheered me on. I want to die. I want my sun taken away. But, how would I know, I am just young and dumb.
Others have worst, while I have a supposedly loving family, but have they ever cared truly? I do not know. I just know, I don't deserve to live.
I, Fandom, don't deserve to live, but everyone else does.
So who am I to speak a word?
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This was my.. little rant about everything.
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- Random Stuff Of Which i Write And Do -
Fantasy"Who lives, who dies, who tells your story?" From Hamilton -'- These are for my characters, so they can be understood better, their designs seen, and so forth. Do not use them as your own for they are my own original characters. -'- You may ask me...
