After The Rain(Book 3)

Two

Kaylin's P.O.V

"Why everytime I'm around my cousin, you act like you need me when you don't", I say angrily as Quan drags me to his car.

"I do need you and you know I can't stand Cassidy", Quan says shortly. He releases my arm from his grip then gets into his car.

I climb into the passenger angrily, this is the second time this week I've skipped school with him.

"Well, if you don't like Cass, you don't like me", I say with my arms folded like a toddler.

Quan started his car not bothering to buckle his seat belt. He looked over at me in the passenger, the sun shinning behind me, made his eyes shine a beautiful light brown. He smiled my way showing his dimples.

"Your right", he started. I looked at him confused. "I dont like you but, baby I love you", he said making me smile.

I punch him in the arm, it doesn't faze him as he chuckles.

"I love you to", I say after he's done laughing.

"Oh, real?", Quan said as he pulled away from the school.

"Yea boy, I wouldn't have stayed all these years if I didn't", I say in a duh tone.

"You right, you would give me yo virginity if you really really loved me", Quan said as he sped through California's streets.

"Quan", I groan.

He's been trying to convince me to give up my virginity since he's discovered what one was. The little funny looking boy from kindergarten has always seemed to confuse me, he has for years.

"Bae", Quan starts. "Every nigga on the eagles team ain't a virgin, I'm the only one", he adds referring to the school's football team.

"So, that make you different, respectable, what's wrong with that?", I say in one breath.

He pulls into the parking lot of his apartment. He parks his car before looking over at me.

"If I'm so respectable why can't you let me get it, we been together since ninth grade, I knew you wayyyyyyyy before that", he says making me see where he's coming from.

I have known him for a long time, what could happen?

"Okay, Quan", I say. He smiles showing them dimples.

"Thanks bae", he says before kissing me passionately.

Before I knew it, I'm carried through Quan's front door to his one bedroom apartment. He rushes us to his bedroom, trailing kisses down my neck.

In this pleasureable moment all I do is moan which makes him more hungry for me. Once into his room he rushes me over to the bed, places me on and climbs on top of me.

"Be gentle", I say hurriedly as he reaches for my zipper.

He nods his head then it's like something hit him. He stops reaching for my zipper as he looks down at me. I move around on the full size bed, in worry.

"Whats wrong, you don't have a condom or something?", I ask ready to run out.

I'm really not ready to loose my virginity to him only at age sixteen. I want to wait till I'm married or out of school, if something like pregnancy was to happen it won't be a big deal because I'll be prepared or grown.

"No, its just that, uh, I think we should record us, you know so you could remember", he said with a nervous laugh.

I looked at him like he had grown another head. How couldn't I remember my first time? Its my first fucking time!