Spencer Reid x Male! reader.
Colin was scared, he was almost always scared, he was almost always doubting something or overthinking something or everything and everyone was always questioning how he still managed, but he didn't, everything was just...
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Colin was scared, he was almost always scared, he was almost always doubting something or overthinking something or everything, and everyone was always questioning how he still managed, but he didn't, everything was just too much for him but he just kept pushing himself way too much.
He already had 3 Phds, and also a degree and a bachelor and a master's in art, he is now working on his 4th PhD while also doing a part-time online art class, somehow he could also work on his PhD in online classes, they made an exception for him or something.
People either saw smart or they saw his disability, and he just wanted to prove to everyone he was good enough, even though he didn't feel good enough, so to try to prove to himself and others, he applied to the BAU, he expected failure but he actually got in.
He always doubted himself, and he saw everything he did as wrong, he thought he was wrong, and he punished himself for it, he thought he was a mistake, he always felt like he ruined everything for everyone, and he just wished he could die to stop bothering everyone.
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"ᴵ ʲᵘˢᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ.".
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