As he was trying to figure out the controls you walked over to Tony trying to figure out how they got here
"So big T, the Ton man how the heck did you guys get here"
You say shoving him in the shoulder
"Why are we on a giant flying donut IN SPACE"
You say slightly raising your voice
He smiles awkwardly
"Calm down okay?"
He says using hand gestures for you to breathe
"Y'know what, you haven't mentioned Loki in a hot minute where's he?"
Tony says trying to get your attention off of him and onto another subject
Your face fell
You walked away to a dark corner
Lokes?
You listened carefully waiting for a response, no not waiting hoping for a response
My love?
You say trying to get through to him
you waited in silence for a few moments
I'm okay my love i'll see you soon
you hear as a wave of relief rushed over you
is what you thought it would feel like but you never got an answer from him
all you heard was the crushing weight of silence bearing heavy pain on your heart not knowing where your husband, the love of your life was
it gave you awful flashbacks of your mother and father seeing them dead in front of your eyes, knowing that could be Loki right now without your knowledge crushed you inside.
you wanted this whole deal to be over with you wanted everything to be normal again you had finally gotten rid of the man that tormented you your entire life and everything felt normal until your wedding party
why did everything in your life have to be so chaotic all the time
nothing was ever normal anymore but I guess that's the beauty of it all huh?
I guess being normal and having a normal life wouldn't have given you this family and this amazing husband
yes, there are some up sides to this story but sometimes you just want to take your family and disappear without the worry of someone trying to kill you or trying to kill your family
Peter tapped you shoulder snapping you back to reality
you turned around quickly almost hitting peter in the head
"woah woah hey you okay?"
he asked concerned
"I can't get through to Loki, he won't answer me."
you said frantically
Peter grabbed your arms and made you look at him
"I'm sure he's okay he's a god and the dude has Thor"
he said smiling
you nodded but you weren't convinced he was safe at all, instead of telling that to Peter you kept that to yourself
you didn't want Peter to feel like he wasn't helping
you hugged him and thanked him and started towards Stephan
"alright Ste-"
you started before falling to your knees clutching your head
"Y/n?"
YOU ARE READING
~Cardinal~ (LokixFem!Reader) Book 2 (Sequel to "Blue Bird")
FanfictionTaking off where the first book left off..something is happening and it doesn't seem quite right..the world it bittersweet and the trauma lingers holding you back from your true potential..
