One Shots (SMUT)

Ecstasy

Standing in the mirror I look at myself and kept on fidgeting nd rethinking my decisions, will he want me? I mean opening up my black silk robe I look at myself up and down I'm wearing a black lingerie with ropes at the edge of the pant and bra and then one rope at the front joining the both.

My insecurity is my lower belly fat and all the stretched mark ranging from my waist to the down side of my legs. I dont think this is a good decision what if he despises me? I mean I don't even have boobs arent it what all men want? Hell even for me it's a turn on talkless of them guys.

I stood there still lost in my thoughts I ddint even realized when he entered into the room, not even the click of the lock sound did i hear. The only thing that brought me back to reality is the brush of his hands on my neck just a flicker and then my body started shaking.

I can feel my palms getting sweaty and my breathing getting more even, closing my eyes for a few minutes I opened them and look through the mirror to see him staring at me with eyes full of lust, love and is that and appreciation am seeing? I felt myself getting wet with just his looks damn if he can control me like that then I wonder how I'll be when he starts..... well you know the rest.

Facing me to him he whispers my name with such strong emotions that got me clenching my legs, before blabbering on and on bout God knows what cuz I cant even hear him at the moment, i hung my head low feeling to exposed to his eyes I can feel his eyes raking all over me trying to undress me.

Raising my head with his hands,

"Dont ever shy away from me bella! I love you and everything you come with, I didnt marry you cuz of beauty rather cuz of the beautiful heart you've got. One day all this beauty will vanish and all this skin will be saggy you think I'll ever stop loving you? No I wont! All our flaws are what makes us perfect! And to me your my perfection."

He brought his face closer to mine hesitantly as if asking for permission before finally claiming my lips with his mouth, he kissed my lips full before sucking at my lower lips seeking for entrance which I ddint accept, so he moved his hand downwards and grabbed my ass making me to gasp.

Using that he thrust his tongue into mine kissing every corner of my mouth biting, sucking and nipping at every place, we both were fighting for dominance as I ddint even know how my hands find place in his hair dragging him much more closer to me.

We kissed and kissed till we were out of breath before finally taking in air his lips trailed down to my neck kissing it with such intensity making me moan slightly, his other hands find their way thru my robe searching fervently for what I dont know.

Touching my body all over I pushed him slightly getting a lil bit of confidence I slide my robe allowing it to fall back while gauging his reaction, he took a sharp intake of breath closing his eyes for a minute before finally opening it the fire which I saw in them gave me feelings I've never felt before. Thanking the dim lights for at least hiding my face so he couldnt see the emotion and the slight discomfort I felt at the moment.

Holding out my hands for him to take I was jerked suddenly to his chest, slamming his lips on mine once more we both fought for dominance I know I'll never win I gave up and allowed him worship my mouth. For once in my life i never had problem for being controlled, giving and pouring out our all into this kiss our love, lust, passion and promise.

He layed me down on the bed kissing my collarbone downwards to my chest till he reached my most embarrassing area, groaning inwardly cuz of how embarrassed I am he ddint even seem to mind as he tore the piece of clothing making me gasp rough I like it it's making me more turned on if that's ever possible.

His hands finding way to my breast he cupped them and squeezed lightly before finally taking one mound into his mouth I felt the sensation hit me hard and I moaned loudly, he sucked on my mound while massaging the other with his hand tugging and biting it.