My Anime Girl

Only Color is Fading

The morning after the year end party 

I am already awake, but still laying in my bed, I don't want to stand up 

I was thinking of what happen last night.

I can't forget her sad face, that is the first time I make her sad 

as far as i know, specially when we are together 

She is a lively and happy girl, and I don't want to see her like that

How I wish that was just my dream

I looking at her pink ribbon, which I pin on top of my bed 

the color  had faded already, its been there for almost 2 years

"Hey good morning, I had a bad dream" I said looking at it

...................of course no answer from the ribbon ^_^ 

That is just my nature I want to say what I want to say, even if I talk to the air

I do it to free some hard feelings 

But I'm not crazy for sure...

I just stay laying on my bed, and have no plan for a day 

....TOK.. TOK ..TOK (someone is knocking very hard)

I almost jumps on my bed when I hear a loud knock in my door

"Toy may naghahanap sayo sa baba" Its Ate Celia's voice

Who should that be?. this early in the morning.

I go down and still don't have Idea who could that be

I open the door.

O.O....

"Aba naman bat di kapa bihis anong oras na mahuhuli na tayo sa misa"...

I think you know who she is...

I can't believed it, 

Is she forgotten everything that happen last night?

Am I still dreaming? or what happen last night is just a dream?.....

I can't talk 

I am looking at her face, I'm trying to read her face to see if she really is..ok

she is ok for sure, I can tell.., she has the same looked in her eyes, but how.....?

Is this means young girl is very sensitive and fragile but  forget, forgive, and recovered easily?

and I am the one who can't get over it :( 

"....Oh ano pang tinitingin tingin mo dyan, maligo kana aantayin kita dali"

I already forgot  we are attending the mass together every Sunday.

".........sige sige sandali lang ha" and I immediately go up and take a bath

After 10 minutes I go down 

"Ang tagal mo naman ..nagmake up kapa ba?"

"matagal pa yun di na nga ako nagshampoo eh" 

"yuck..baka di karin nagsabon dyan :P" she laugh, but me.................

she really had recovered,  (how come?)

"tara na at naguumpisa na sigurado ang misa" she said pulling my shirt

We arrived at the church, but the mass is already started