My Anime Girl

Knowing Her

Days had passed

I'm always spent afternoon watching anime with  her

we talked, make jokes and we laughed 

But I know she keeps  something inside her 

which she don't want me to see

I never notice it, the first time we meet

She is really lonely 

for the reason I don't know

I want to know her more 

I want to know what she keep inside her and what makes her sad 

I'm always like that in my friends

But..we can't talk lonely things while watching anime 

and I cant stay too long in their house

or else her mother will think of something.

In school...

Things is different in school

When we saw each other in school 

we just smile to each other 

and did'nt say anything 

I watch her while she going away from me

she will looked back when she know its far for me to see.

and when she faded in my site

I will say, "Hi, are you OK?"

I can feel she is more lonely in school

At first I thought she is the kind of girl who easily gets a friend, like when she found me.

But she is not, she really is indifferent.

I want to make her happy but how..

and I feel someone is setting on my chest

I want to invite her for breakfast or a lunch 

or escort her around the campus 

but I'm helpless 

I can't.....

what would other say? 

and maybe it will be more difficult for her..

hayyys...:(

At least I'm not that damn person anymore....

I have that, what they called "heart" then..

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Saturday afternoon..

We had a half day class during Saturday 

after finishing my class..

I'm on my way back to our boarding house 

I notice her behind me just around 100 m 

she came from the school, high school don't have Saturday class

Maybe she is taking some subject

because she is a transfer student 

I walk slowly so that she can catched up with me 

and she walk faster than before

we really understand each other without talking :)

when she just two step from me, I suddenly stopped

she almost bumped at me

I looked at her