Only If She Knew✔️

chapter : 22

Sidharth asked Shehnaaz to sit inside car. Shehnaaz nodded and sat inside his car with a fake smile. Sidharth sat on driving seat and placed his hand on her's

"Shehnaaz.. everything will be fine", he said

"I know it's just Sidharth I am hurt after knowing that papa was the reason you were forced to leave me and your dreams. Because of me you are not an actor and in return I was blaming you", Shehnaaz said in heavy voice. She controlled her tears and looked outside as she don't want to hurt him now

"God... This girl is mad", Sidharth groaned in frustration. Shehnaaz turned to look at him when Sidharth started driving and then turned her face aside again

"You will come with me today hana?", Sidharth asked. Shehnaaz started thinking about this question. Can she come there? Do she have courage to face his parents today? Where she will stay if not with him?

"Yes but in evening. I don't know what lie I will tell them", Shehnaaz said after taking a long breath. She realised that she was hurting him unintentionally. If she said no then he will definitely feel hurt which she don't want. Moreover she don't know what she will tell his parents? Why she came back today?

"I will handle that. Now smile", Sidharth said. Shehnaaz smiled and kissed his hand which was on her lap. She was overthinking so she didn't realised from when he was holding her hand.

"You are a gem Sidharth. Don't ever change yourself. I promise that I will never insult this relation but I don't know if I can give you child or not", Shehnaaz said. Sidharth stopped his car with jerk and turned towards Shehnaaz.

"Why you stopped car suddenly?", Shehnaaz asked angrily and placed her hand on her forehead as her head got hit because of jerk.

"Why you didn't tied seatbelt then? By the way are you fine?", He asked. Shehnaaz nodded as she don't want to lie in front of him.

"What you said before? Is situation complicated much?", Sidharth asked about her being pregnant

"Yes. I never felt courage to ask again because I decided that I will never let anyone touch me in that way but somewhere I guessed this. When I had miscarriage I heard doctors saying that I am very weak. And I know I am still weak. I am not strong", Shehnaaz said

"You are strong. See you got hurt and you are not crying", Sidharth joked. Shehnaaz giggled Hearing him

"This was little pain. Which will vanish within an hour", Shehnaaz said and kissed his cheeks

"But I can't handle same pain again of you leaving me again", Shehnaaz said and sat back on her place again. She tied seatbelt and looked at him who blushed holding stearing wheel. Her smile grew wide when he touched his cheeks.

"I will not kiddo",he said. Shehnaaz remembered how he used to call her kiddo in college, she used to hate it as everyone used to make fun of her but now she felt like she got trophy by hearing this word from his mouth

"Please don't use this name in public", Shehnaaz requested with a pout. Sidharth giggled as she used to behave same before. But he decided to ignore her question because he don't know about his mood and tongue which can skip anytime. He stopped his car near his office and asked her to go as they have to hide their relation from office members.

Shehnaaz entered his office when Raj called her. Shehnaaz walked towards him and asked what?

"Here is the video", he told. Shehnaaz remembered that how she got to know that Sidharth talked about her in a interview

Flashback start

They were talking about interviews as interview for employees was going onn when Sidharth's name slipped from her mouth. To cover-up Shehnaaz asked him what type of person is Sidharth. Raj laughed and said

"I don't think he is married but he have girlfriend. In one interview he said that he love someone and will marry her only if her father agreed. Regarding his personality so he is very cold hearted person. He never talk with anyone if not important. He is man with rules. He really worked hard to gain success but he dedicated it to someone. He grew in very short span of time. For me he look like a emotionaless man who just know one word that is buisness", Raj said shocking Shehnaaz. She started having fear what if that girl is someone else not her?

"Are you sure?", Shehnaaz asked curiously

"Yes I will show you video soon",Raj said. Shehnaaz nodded and left from there thinking about him

Flashback end

Shehnaaz started video and looked at his mobile phone

•°•°Video°•°•

"Good afternoon sir", reporter greeted Sidharth with a smile

"Good afternoon", Sidharth said without any expression which was clear on video.

"How are you feeling after getting best buisnessmen award?", asked reporter

"I am happy", Sidharth said

Shehnaaz : doesn't look like. It's looking like he got a notebook as prize

"So anything regarding this trophie?", asked reporter

"Yes that I won this trophie for someone special whom I lo... Like a lot. She was always beside me whenever I needed her so I want to dedicate this award to her. If not her support then I would be selling something on road", Sidharth said and smiled. Reporter looked shocked at him because he didn't smiled when he asked about award but he smiled when they talked about his past

"Who is that person? Your mother or someone else?",he asked out of curiosity

"My mother support me very much I love her but due to time difference we talk very less. In India both were my everything. I dedicate this award to someone else but will handle this trophie to my mother as I am not in touch with that girl hope she is happy. Will meet her soon", Sidharth said as his lips curved into smile again

"Mean she is alive?", asked reporter further as he thought in this way they will get trp

"Just shut up and this is what you got to ask for? Don't you dare to publish this news anywhere or upload this video otherwise you will see my wrath. Don't mess with me. She is all fit and fine"Sidharth shouted from top of his voice and hold collars of reporter. Camera man shouted to stop them and stopped recording

•°•video end•°•°•

"Mean they never telecast this video? ", Shehnaaz asked him

"Yes but I kept it with me because he is my inspiration. Now can you tell me how are you related with him? You both were in same car. You are already married that mean you are not his love so are you his friend or sister?",asked Raj. Shehnaaz looked at him and his thinking. She is definitely not his sister but how can she tell him when Sidharth asked her not to reveal truth to anyone?