80) suppressed feelings forever ! ❤️🌎 (scar) part 1 requested

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" I know ur schedule very well and I know when u have the game schedule . It's still 30 mins ...So eat slow " she said looking at me .

" Ok fine mama Scarlett " i said and everyone laughed . So these were my happy days .

*Time skip *

Soon the time went by and my trip to UK came quickly .. i am leaving in an hour

Now Scarlett is instructing me .

" Bubba here is ur headphones . And this pocket u have ur pants and this one there is ur shirts ...Don't eat avocardo u are allergic ..Oh yes and crabs too . I have told ariana too ..But u be careful about it ... And if u need me give me a call ...I will go there .. and please dont eat too fast , dont play games all day . DO NOT go to parties late night .. please take care . Omg i am panicking" she said ..Everyone smiled at how protective and loving she was towards me .

" I will aunt scar ...Please dont worry " i said and she gave me the tightest hug . She kissed my head .

" I will  miss u my girl " she said . I saw tears in her eyes . As if she own daughter was going away .

Everyone hugged me .

" Please call us if u need . " Aunt rachel said . I nod .

" So y/n there will be a gift for you once u come back and that is to be my child " scarlett said . I was confused i was gonna ask but just then chris Evans called her for a shoot . She went .

Just before I was gonna leave . They all said goodbye . Aunt Scarlett hugged me tight to  not let me go .

" Bye my girl ..take care .." she said . And they all  waved at me as I waved back .

*Time skip*

I and ariana are practising for our album . It's just 4 months and I miss all of them a lot .

I called aunt Scarlett.  She used to talk to me for the first month all the time but now she reduced it a little maybe she is busy with her family .

Colin picked it up .

" Um hi where is aunt Scarlett ?" I asked .

" She is in the kitchen . Wait i am passing the call to her " Colin said and after few minutes i heard Scarlett say

" Hi y/n sweetie ...How are u ?" She asked

" I am fine aunt Scarlett " i said smiling .

" U said u will come to meet me the previous week but u didn't show up .." i asked .

" Um it's like ...I have to spend time with my family and in the work as u always know sweetie . I am sorry " she said .

"Oh ...It's ok .Not a problem " i said and ariana called me for another rehearsal .

" Ig u will have to go bye sweetie . " She said ..

"Bye aunt scarlett love u " i said but she has already cut the call . I just feel something is wrong with everyone there .

But I kept my phone and went to do my rehearsal .

*Time skipped *

It has been 9 and half months . It's night time  I have just finished my rehearsal with ariana .

" So .. what do u think ...?" She asked .

"It's really cool . It will be famous . We worked hard " i said assuring her .

" But it's already done .. why I need to stay for 2 weeks more ?" I asked .

" Its like we have spend our time in home . So in 2 weeks maybe we could have visited doen places " ariana said .

" Oh wow that's cool thanks a lot ari " i said and I got a phone call .

I saw it was from Colin . Is something wrong ? I thought and picked up the phone .

" Hey y/n there is really a good news . I and Scarlett have a baby boy together and we named him Cosmo ...She just gave birth to him ." he said sounding excited and happy .

My heartbeat stopped for a moment . The entire world in front of me was black . I should be happy but I felt so broken and sad right now .

" Hey y/n " he again said excited .

" Yes -yes it's a good ne-news .. " i said as a lump formed in my throat . I just don't know the reason of this feeling .

" Oh .. Scarlett wants to meet u " Colin said .

" Um tell her that I will come after two weeks . And congratulations " i said and

" Thanks a lot y/n..Can u talk to Scarlett she wants to talk to y " Colin said . I didn't want to .

" No um i am a bit busy .. i will talk after I come back and be happy. " I said trying to sound happy ..

I cut the call .

" Hey it's ok ...The colour of ur face is pale " ariana said .

"Yes it is . It's just Scarlett and Colin had another child and it's a boy named Cosmo " i said gulping as the lump in my throat was pushing me to cry .

"Oh that's a good news .." ariana said smiling .

" Yes it is .. and I am done with my dinner ari...I am gonna go and sleep . I am really tired ." I said . 

I went to my balcony and let out a sob . Why the fuck do it feel like this ? Omg ..

After sometime . I felt a paired of hands on my shoulder . I turned to see it ariana .

" U here ?" I asked

" Yes u aren't ok ...Why are u crying ?" Ariana asked .

" I don't know . I should be happy for her having a perfect family but she will not love me anymore and not pay attention to me . She already reduced talking " i said .

" No she won't she loves u . And she will also join u in her family " ariana said .

" But she won't ...I am damn sure .  " I said .

" Ok let's see .And now don't cry . I am here for u sweetheart . U can cuddle with me tonight " ariana said . I smiled but still my heart was aching .

I slept that night in Ariana's arms thinking if I was born instead of Cosmo .

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