My Winter Bear || KTH

68

"The guy was.. a really controlling freak and he never let me go out.. and he also beat me."

Makeup was never enough to cover the bruises he gave me.. and my kids in the classrooms always asked why I was bruised and I had to make up excuses with crazy stories of me tripping and being a klutz and sometimes I would actually trip and hurt my hand in class so that my fib could be more believable to them.... but you know kids.. they see right through you. And they knew something was wrong but they never asked about it.."

Taehyung nodded as carefully listened to Yn then after a moment, he hesitantly asked;

"If.. you were abused in all 3 relationships... why.. why didn't you tell anyone?"

"Because.. I had no one."

"What do you mean?"

Taehyung asked in concern and Yn shook her head as she quietly said;

"It's.. a long story-"

"I-I'm here to listen... please tell me.."

Hearing his adorable plea, Yn sighed as she debated on telling him the whole truth about her or not.. and untimely she firmly decided to be honest and open up to him so without looking at him, Yn quickly says;

"Okay.. I'll tell you but I need you to do something for me first."

"Anything, just name it."

Taehyung says reassuringly and Yn nods as she hesitantly says;

"I would like to have this conversation with you.. alone. I really don't want Taeyung to hear anything.."

"I understand Love.. would you like to drop him off at one of his uncles? I could call them."

Taehyung calmly says and Yn nods but when she gently turns around and faces him, she quietly says;

"Teahyung.."

"What? What's wrong?"

He worriedly asked and Yn gave him a sadden look as she said;

"I feel guilty for hiding all of this from him.. I know that he should know too but I-"

"Hey now.. don't feel that way, okay? Listen.. you're doing the right thing here. He's too young to understand and he probably won't want to know all of this right now anyways.. so maybe we can tell him about all of this when he's a bit older, sound good Love?"

Yn nodded and she gave Taehyung a sudden hug, which surprises him at first but then made him smile as he hugged her back.

And after waking Taeyung up and telling him about their changed plans, he understood the changes and was excited to go spend uncles and after telling her that he would be right back, Taehyung went out and took his son to Uncle's place.

[ Okay... so I know that I keep leaving Taeyung out with the boys and not giving these three any family moments buuutttttt.... I REALLY want to jump into Yn's backstory and after this.. I'll add some interesting family moments 👀 okay? OKAY! 😌💜 Plz have patience with me 😫💜 K ANYWAYS--- 👀👀👀👀 ]

--- With Taehyung finally coming back home after dropping his son off with his Uncle's (and btw the boys and Taeyung are hanging out at Yoongi's house so yeah 👀) ---

5:32 pm
Taehyung's P.O.V
When I close the door after dropping Taeyung off with the boys, I was surprised to see Yn sitting on the couch,

"Love?"

I called out in confusion as she had told me before leaving that she was going to wait for me in our room but before I could think about it any further, she quietly said;

"I was waiting for you.. I wanted to talk here if that's okay with you.."

"Yeah, of course Love. I understand so.. are you ready to talk now?"

I carefully asked as I sat down next to her and she nods as she comes closer to me and says;

"Promise you won't judge me?.."

"I promise Love, and if you ever want to stop talking then.. we'll stop and we don't have to talk about this again, alright?"

Yn nodded then smiled, which made me feel relaxed as she held my hand in hers and says;

"Thank you.."

I nodded as I gently squeezed her hand and waited for her to start talking whenever she was ready too... and when she was, she timidly says;

"Before I start... there's something that you have to know about me.."

I nodded and was very attentive to what she was about to say next and after a moment of hesitation, I waited until she took a deep breathe and says;

"I.."

Suddenly she paused and I could see the worry and great hesitation written all over her face and I had noticed that she had started to shake..

"Take your time Love, it's okay."

I reassuringly say as I carefully wrapped my arm around she shoulder in an attempt to comfort her and after a while, she had finally calmed down and quickly says with a bit more confidence in her voice;

"I.. I was pregnant a total of 4 times... I had to abort my first baby, my second baby was a stillborn, and my last two.. were miscarriages."

She took a deep breath after making that confession and I just nodded as I suddenly brought her into a tight hug, my actions made her flinch at first after relaxing in my arms she started to hug me back and I held her as she had started crying while I tried my best to comfort her.

And after she had stopped crying, she looked up at me with such a hurt expression it made me feel like I wasn't doing enough for her and after staring at each other for a while, she hesitantly says;

"Be honest with me Taehyung.... w-will you still love me if.. I can't give you anymore kids? Would you still want to be with me?.."