Depression isn't easy, it's not easy to come off of. It's not easy to get out of bed, shower and eat. It's not easy to motivate yourself to do your school work. It's not easy to express your emotions or tell an guardian how you feel and what's bothering you. But it's gonna be okay. Because me, I'm okay, well I tell myself that because that's what I want. At the end of the day it's your world and others are living in it. Happiness has a lot to come and eventually you deserve it, you, reading this. As said before, it took me and my mom a total to finally figure out the problem. Reaching out isn't always an option especially if you don't feel understood or heard enough, but I promise suicide isn't the answer. The amount of times I tried, the amount of suicidal thoughts I suffered from I figured out suicide wasn't it. If it wasn't for the throwing up, Where would I be? Maybe burning? Maybe suffering in hell? Suicide will only put your pain onto someone else, don't be selfish like I once was and reach out, if reaching out isn't what's best for you.. go to someone. I promise it gets better. You're not alone & I love you all. ❤️
