𝐱𝐱𝐯𝐢𝐢. 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐇 𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄

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𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿
he mentioned you were
finally  releasing some
music of your own?
how's that going?

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
it's going amazing! i released
my   debut album a   couple
months ago and it's just been
great   to finally   put    some
things out of my own. thanks
for asking. ♥️

𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿
i won't hold you for much
longer but i'm very glad
to hear that just wish  he
would've   told  me   you
released  something   i'll
check it out later

𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿
i would send one of those
emojis back but the girls
haven't quite helped me
figure   out how to   add
them on this new phone
haha

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
give me a call i'll help
walk you through it :)

𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿
alright !

𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿 alright !

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𝗶𝗠𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗧𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘀, 𝗝𝘂𝗹𝘆 𝟭𝟴𝘁𝗵, 𝟤:𝟦𝟧 𝖯𝖬

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𝗶𝗠𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗮𝗴𝗲
𝗧𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘀, 𝗝𝘂𝗹𝘆 𝟭𝟴𝘁𝗵, 𝟤:𝟦𝟧 𝖯𝖬

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
hey it's celina

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i know my dad said you'd
be texting me while you
were teaching him how
to add emojis to his
keyboard 😂

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
loool

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
well, i wanted to apologize for
the other day.  i  don't know
what took over me. i haven't
drank  alcohol in MONTHS
so that should tell you
where my mental is right now

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
and don't worry about lecturing
me. as soon as i opened my
eyes that next  morning, elijah
gave me a full lesson plan.

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
haha

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i'm just glad you're ok ...
how was the hangover ?

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
it was BRUTAL. i still have
a lingering  headache  as
i type this.

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
but i'm ok otherwise

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
ok good

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i remember what i said that
night.   elijah   deleted   the
  message thread but i still
remember everything

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i'm not surprised

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
your   drunk self   seemed
confident that you wouldn't
but i knew better

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i was talking to my therapist
and  i think our  relationship
is so  complicated   for so
many different     reasons.
i  thought i had it all figured
out when it came to us and
how  i  felt but  after that
night on the rooftop, i
realized i seriously have no
fucking idea.

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i'm gonna be completely
transparent,  there is part
of  me  that's dying  to try
things    with you   again
because      i    feel    like
it  could be different,  but
there's another part  of
me practically yelling not
to and my mind's all
jumbled up.

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
god idk i'm ranting

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
you know how much i get
in my head about things

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i do ... but i think what you're
feeling  is  valid and there's
no  shame  in it

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
my "friends" are truly all just
assholes  but i don't think  it
was a coincidence that  you
were the only one who  was
there for me that night

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i just don't wanna be hurt
again, zayn. i have to
keep repeating that
because i seriously don't
think  i could  take you
hurting me again and
that's  what scares me.  i
tried SO  hard  to hate
you  and  yet  here i  am.

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
celina i will not force you into
something you aren't ready
for but  there  is   something
here ... we both felt it on that
rooftop and there's no
denying it

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i don't want to hurt you and
i promise i beat myself up
about how i've treated you
every single day

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
we  can take things slow ... it
doesn't have to be something
romantic we can just start a
on a fresh slate

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i think that's what we both
need before anything
honestly.

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i agree. whenever you're
free id love to just talk like
actually meet face to face
again and speak to one
another

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
it doesn't have to be anytime
soon  but whenever you feel
you're ready

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
are you still in nyc?

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i think the real question is
are YOU still in nyc?

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
lol 😭 i haven't gone back
home yet...

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
well i am still in nyc and
will probably be here for
a while so whatever you
need just let me know

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i  want you to meet me  at
the studio tomorrow night.
electric lady.

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
ok it's a plan !

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
see you tomorrow night (:

𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻see you tomorrow night (:

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