𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿
he mentioned you were
finally releasing some
music of your own?
how's that going?𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
it's going amazing! i released
my debut album a couple
months ago and it's just been
great to finally put some
things out of my own. thanks
for asking. ♥️𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿
i won't hold you for much
longer but i'm very glad
to hear that just wish he
would've told me you
released something i'll
check it out later𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿
i would send one of those
emojis back but the girls
haven't quite helped me
figure out how to add
them on this new phone
haha𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
give me a call i'll help
walk you through it :)𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗿
alright !𝗶𝗠𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗮𝗴𝗲
𝗧𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘀, 𝗝𝘂𝗹𝘆 𝟭𝟴𝘁𝗵, 𝟤:𝟦𝟧 𝖯𝖬𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
hey it's celina𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i know my dad said you'd
be texting me while you
were teaching him how
to add emojis to his
keyboard 😂𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
loool𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
well, i wanted to apologize for
the other day. i don't know
what took over me. i haven't
drank alcohol in MONTHS
so that should tell you
where my mental is right now𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
and don't worry about lecturing
me. as soon as i opened my
eyes that next morning, elijah
gave me a full lesson plan.𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
haha𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i'm just glad you're ok ...
how was the hangover ?𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
it was BRUTAL. i still have
a lingering headache as
i type this.𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
but i'm ok otherwise𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
ok good𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i remember what i said that
night. elijah deleted the
message thread but i still
remember everything𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i'm not surprised𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
your drunk self seemed
confident that you wouldn't
but i knew better𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i was talking to my therapist
and i think our relationship
is so complicated for so
many different reasons.
i thought i had it all figured
out when it came to us and
how i felt but after that
night on the rooftop, i
realized i seriously have no
fucking idea.𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i'm gonna be completely
transparent, there is part
of me that's dying to try
things with you again
because i feel like
it could be different, but
there's another part of
me practically yelling not
to and my mind's all
jumbled up.𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
god idk i'm ranting𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
you know how much i get
in my head about things𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i do ... but i think what you're
feeling is valid and there's
no shame in it𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
my "friends" are truly all just
assholes but i don't think it
was a coincidence that you
were the only one who was
there for me that night𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i just don't wanna be hurt
again, zayn. i have to
keep repeating that
because i seriously don't
think i could take you
hurting me again and
that's what scares me. i
tried SO hard to hate
you and yet here i am.𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
celina i will not force you into
something you aren't ready
for but there is something
here ... we both felt it on that
rooftop and there's no
denying it𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i don't want to hurt you and
i promise i beat myself up
about how i've treated you
every single day𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
we can take things slow ... it
doesn't have to be something
romantic we can just start a
on a fresh slate𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i think that's what we both
need before anything
honestly.𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i agree. whenever you're
free id love to just talk like
actually meet face to face
again and speak to one
another𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
it doesn't have to be anytime
soon but whenever you feel
you're ready𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
are you still in nyc?𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
i think the real question is
are YOU still in nyc?𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
lol 😭 i haven't gone back
home yet...𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
well i am still in nyc and
will probably be here for
a while so whatever you
need just let me know𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i want you to meet me at
the studio tomorrow night.
electric lady.𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
ok it's a plan !𝘇𝗮𝘆𝗻
see you tomorrow night (:
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THE ART OF CLOSURE :: ZAYN
Fanfictionin which after taking an extended break, celina comes to terms with her break up from ex-fiancée, zayn malik, through music. ( social media & irl )
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