Just because you're breathing doesn't mean your alive

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(Scar's POV)
I get to my class i don't care if I'm late I'm usually am. "Mrs. Jonson you're late." i just roll my eyes and go to my seat . I felt something hit the back of my head I look to see a crumpled up piece of paper. I pick it up and unfolded it it said " why are you so late? Were you busy cutting yourself? Emo bitch." I crumbled it up again and put it in my pocket . I hate those jocks . once I hear the bell go off I'm out the door.

( Skip to lunch )
I sat down by Blade and Riot across from me. "So... " Riot said breaking the silence " I'm going to get my sketch pad out of my locker ." I say while giving Blade a quick peek on the lips. " Hey look it the Emo freaks are kissing !" Joey yells while getting laughs by his friends. I sigh and leave Riot and Blade won't care because I usually skip lunch. I walk to my locker grab it along with my backpack and walk down the hall to where no one is and sit against the wall. I start to sketch a small boy lost in darkness. But before I could finish I felt a pink substance tuning down my head. I look up to see Joey and his friend had poured a milkshake on me . I get up and walk to the bath room, I go to a stall and I want to cry so bad but i remember something. I quick grab my backpack and pull out a small black box I slowly open it and I sigh in relief as I see little silver blades in it. I grab one and slowly glide it across my wrist . I watch as the blood slowly comes out I do it about 15 more time while repeating to myself
"Ugly"
"Worthless"
"Waste of space"
" Fat"
I grab some toilet paper and press up against my fresh cuts until they stop bleeding. Once that is done I put my brackets back on and left. I decided to skip the rest of my classes and go to the music room. Mr. Greenly won't care he knows that I have a ruff time here so he says I can go anytime . Once I got there I got a guitar and played City Lights by Motionless In White then
Savior by BVB
Hold on till may - PTV
Ghost of you -MCR
After that I decided to walk home. So I got up and graves my stuff and left once I was outside I decided to get Starbucks sense it wasn't far from here. Once I got there I saw someone I wish I hadn't Jay. Jay was my ex-boyfriend and he used to abuse and rape me. I hope he doesn't notice me . As soon as I got my coffee I left as fast as I could but only to hear my name being called
"Scarlet"
"Scarlet"
"I know you can hear me"he said angrily . I felt a hand on my wrist I turn to see Jay with anger in his eyes. "Why didn't you answer me when I called?" His griped tighten " I want nothing to do with you Jay you hurt me enough." And with that I got out of his grip and took off to home.

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