No strings attached - Leon S. Kennedy

*Chapter 9*

A week has passed once again, just when things got normal, everything went to shit again, I can't explain why i am doing what I am doing, but pushing him away felt like a good thing, I couldn't get myself to be friends with someone I could barely trust. Even he has stopped his remarks, weird to me, nothing that would bother me too much. I stretch myself as i hop out of bed, what a lovely Saturday morning, yesterday Leon wasn't at the bar either, i'm starting to suspect him even more than i did before. It was honestly dumb of me to try and like him. 
I mumble to myself "Not again" with the fridge door in my hand, had i already used everything up that i bought last week? I put some shoes and a jacket on, there's no way I'll run into anyone at this time. I live fairly local in Town, there's no need to find a parking spot if I can just walk. 

I've lost the hope to find my Research letter, it is probably somewhere out there and I will never see it again, so I just printed it out again, i've even started lying about it better to adams. 
I let a yawn slip and walk around, watching my surroundings until i spot the woman with black hair that i saw the other day, acompanied by..Kennedy..? Wait.. I know exactly who that is, I hide behind a wall, peeking out like I'm in some sort of movie. I can't believe it, I knew he was involved, I know he told me about her and his feelings for her, but now I just feel like he lied about those things, because there's no way you could talk so casually to someone you love, that's hurt you so much. 

Furiously i step back home, fuck the groceries, I can just order for the next few days. I walk around my apartment, what do i do? I mean i know he's out with ada, definitely didn't want to cause a scene out in public, talking about everything classified. "God this is so stupid, i knew i should've just never trusted him" I don't know how to handle my feelings right now, they are all over the place. Take a cold shower, calm down, wait until evening to confront him. 
And so i do that..

Now, get all your courage together, ring the stupid doorbell and put him in his stupid place. Currently I am standing in front of his actual apartment door, god i hope Ada isn't here with him, that'd be horrible, embarassing and I don't want to know how that will work out for me. 
I slam the door with my fist and stand straight up, banging the door seemed more angry, he needs to know how angry I am. "Amber?" he answers the door and i storm in past him "How the fuck could you?!" I yell and it's like his face has this big question mark over it, so pretentious, fucking idiot...stop lying to me. "I just knew you were bad news the moment i saw you in hughes office!" i push at his chest "What are you talking about?" "Don't act dumb, you were with Ada!" i spit to immediately add "You're teaming up with the Enemy, I knew there was no reason to ever trust you!" "Amber, calm down" he talks back, calm down? The audacity he has to tell me to calm down "I have complicated feelings for her, you know that." he steps towards me "I didn't lie, she approached me and we talked, the reason i do is because i can't let her go not because I am plotting revenge for Umbrella" Something very genuine was in his voice, yet so deceiving, does he really like her that much? I've yelled in his face so much that I didn't realize how cramped up against his door i was, him standing only inches away from me.

Smut-

"Believe me amber, if i could forget her, I would" I place my hand on his cheek and look at him, in that moment flashbacks of last week rush through my head, I am so angry at him, so why do i want to do what I am about to do so bad "Maybe I can help you forget" he holds his breath for a good second before he exhales "What do you have in mind?" he lifts me up and presses me against his apartment door, pushing himself against me, i whisper in his ear "Let's sit down, kennedy" he scoffs and sits down with me on his lap, I take my clothes off and his eyes widen a bit, god what has gotten into me, I wanted him so bad again. I kiss down his neck to which he sighs lightly, putting his hand on the back of my neck as i move on his lap, feeling his bulge. I get off his lap, standing in front of him, definitely quite nervous, but i believe I overplayed it well enough.

He leans back, throwing one arm over the back of his chair, with his legs slightly spread and the other arm resting over his thigh. "What are you doing?" he lays his head back for a second before he watches me get on my knees in front of him "Nothing, just making you forget" i look him up and down he puts his fingers under my chin and lifts my face up again to look at him "You look so hot right now" I grin and he roughly lets go of my chin. I place my hands on his thighs and let them slide up to his belt, unbuckling it and opening the zipper, his dick was definitely hard, so i put my hand around it, he looks down on me, his lips lightly parted to breath right, this had some kind of weakness to him, I put all my courage together and take the tip inside of my mouth "fuck" he curses under his breath and leans his head back. His hand wanders into my hair, which he grips into, my head goes further down, fuck he's so big, it's getting harder to take it all in. My eyes stay on his face as i start moving my head up and down slowly as i hear his breathing get faster, just knowing that this turns him on, makes me wet. I start getting more intense, using my tongue, he takes my hair and holds it together in a ponytail, holding slightly onto it. He has his eyes closed at this point, and i get faster "Amber, i know you can do better" he smirks and pushes my head down onto his dick, my eyes widen and i grip into my thighs, god, he's really testing me, now he's guiding my head up and down. 

"Amber, stop" he commands and i break myself from him and wipe the saliva off my face, he leans forward, his elbows resting on his knees, he grabs my face "You think you're the only one getting your way?" i bite my bottom lip as he stands above me and pulls me up to him, kissing me on the lips, slipping his tongue into my mouth, he was rough but i liked it. He pushes me backwards until i am against the wall again, i tug at his shirt "no, this is where i take lead" he groans and pulls his shirt over his head. His hand traces down my stomach onto my mid, feeling me up "Want me that bad huh?" he asks as he looks at the wetness on his fingers to which i can't seem to reply, so i nod. "Turn around" my head answers to every single one of his commands and just like that i am turned around. He props my hips into position as my hands rest on the wall, now i can hear his zipper again that he closed before, I want to feel him inside me.
He pushes his dick against my entrance and teases me "Please...Leon" i whimper "You really think you can come into my apartment, yell at me and then try to seduce me? How did that end for you? I'm fucking you again." he provocatively whispers into my ear and pushes himself into me all at once, he's right, here I am being dominated by the person i wanted to punch in the face earlier. With no warning he starts thrusting into me in a rythmic, fast pace, I am practically being pushed against the wall by him "Leon, fuck" I moan loudly, a moan even slips his lips as he grabs onto my throat to regain some grip, fucking me even harder than before "Tell me when It's too much" he whispers in my ear, I don't think anything is too much right now, he could do anything to me and I'd be begging for more. After letting go of my throat, my moans turn too consistent "Leon, please, I'm gonna-" I whine, he grabs onto my hips and breathes heavily "me too" he reassures me and slams my hips into his continuously until we both cum, my legs are shaking as he takes my wrist, holding me and guiding me to his couch.