lonely me

chapter 1:music has its own vibe

These were the days when the exams began, and everyone was working hard.

And I was working hard as well".... "I was reading in the city, and my parents had arranged for my admission to another school near our village" (the "11th")".I don't know anyone in this school, and it's time for the practicles, and I was wondering what to do. I don't know anyone, what I am going to do. Now the other day, I went to the school and I saw everyone was with someone. There is no one beside me. What am I going to do? You know, it's the time when the leaves are falling from the trees...

There were many different trees on this ground, but only one big Chinar tree... oh my god, now I am walking alone and going to the place where there was a Chinar tree... it was in the middle of the school... and closed. I sat there with my face towards the ground, watching the students talking with each other and wondering why she was alone. Oh girls, I don't know anyone..now I see the small tree where there was a brick and I sit on it.

Now the teachers arrived and saw me, and I thought to myself, "Ohh I don't know anyone and I'm feeling so sad." Now the exam begins, and it is my turn to go, but I didn't answer all the questions, "OK no problem." Now my exam is finished, and I am going to call my parents to come and pick me up..there where all the students are, and I am not going to call my parents there..so I am walking towards the back of the school.

The next day, I enter the school and go to the same place as the first day, i.e., the Chinar tree...now thinking the same and seeing the students, I suddenly remember the place...there were many stairs leading to another building of the school...there was no one except me and no one could see me there because it was downward... so I sat on the stairs and thought why I was alone... I was sad.

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ere you realise that when we listen to music, we forget all the pain and sadness and we don't care about our surroundings and enjoy our lives.

So I also realised that friends are not that important. Like we say, if we don't have friends, we can't live. I think this is totally wrong. When you spend so much time with someone like your friends or others, it becomes a habit and when some day they leave us, we are really sad

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I want to tell those people that everything in this world is temporary. Nothing is permanent..so just leave and start to live alone because no one cares for you.

The more you spend time with someone, the more you know everything about them. But when you know yourself more, then there is no need for someone else because you now understand yourselves, so enjoy your own life without worrying about what people are going to think about me. If you are thinking this, then there is only one solution, and that is music, because when we listen to music, we forget about everything and it's saying that MUSIC HAS ITS OWN VIBE. Thank you

 

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