𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲|ᴶᵉʳᵒᵐᵉˣʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ

𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗯𝘆𝗲, 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗻𝗼𝘄

You grabbed that and a spoon and turned on the television

As you sat down and watched the reporter spoke

"The criminally insane jerome valeska was killed tonight at our very fundraiser that also killed our mayor. Rest in peace" the reporter said and a video displayed of jerome and you.

You began to cry again. This time falling asleep on the couch.

Next morning

You woke up still in the costume from yesterday with jeromes blood on it.

You threw away the melted ice cream and got in the shower, you washed your entire body then got into a fresh pair of clothes.

When you walked out the bathroom you saw a teenage boy, that looked quite familiar to jerome.

"Hey gorgeous" jerome said

You froze, you closed your eyes, you then heard jerome laugh, hoping it was real but when you opened your eyes he was gone.

"What the fuck" you said and crawled into bed.

You felt a sharp pain in your head and your chest.

You took a small nap till you heard the door open

You left the bedroom to see Barbara

"Hey y/n, just came to talk for a little then i have to head back. I told them i was going to go get clothes" Barbara said taking off her shoes

You both sat on the couch.

"How you feeling hun'" Barbara asked you

Your eyes began to tear up but youre able to hold them back

"Feeling like shit" you said chuckling

"Do you believe in ghosts, babs?" You asked

Barbara thought for a moment then shook her head

"No i dont believe so, i mean i do but i dont but we never really know. Why do you ask" Barbara said

You wiped your eyes so the tears didnt fall

"Its nothing" you said

"Y/n sweetie, I know this is gonna be so hard to hear but i think you need to move on from jerome and forget about him. It hurts me seeing you hurt. I need you to try please." Barbara said

You felt yourself confused and mad.

"I could never forget about him..." You thought

"Just kill her idiot! She was probably behind it aswell. She probably knew he was going to die." A voice slipped in

"Im sorry Barbara can you please leave, ill talk to you tomorrow. Im not feeling good." you said being hurt

She nodded and left

After you locked the door you went to the bedroom and sat on the bed looking down

"Should i really forget about him and move on?.." You thought

"Of course not love. Did you forget the promise i made?"

You looked up and saw the same boy from before

You stood up

"Are you a ghost" you quickly asked

The figure began to laugh

"Im whatever you want me to be babe. Except alive." He laughed again

You went up to him and tried to touch him but soon as you raised your hand he faded away.

You began to laugh "what the fuck is wrong with me" you thought

"Theres alot wrong with you babe. Me and you both. We are both insane. Remember?" He spoke again

You turned to see him sitting on the bed so you sat near him on the bed

"What am i gonna do now." You said to yourself

"Well, i think you should go get my diary. Thats a start right love?" He said

You completely forgot our stuff at the mansion

"Yes thats right! Ill ask Barbara to get it for me. I still have our photos of us that i wanna keep" you turned to see him gone again

You felt your chest hurt again

You laid down on the bed and stared at the ceiling for what it felt hours.

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Ahh yes this painful episode. :(