Secret Santa (Christmas addition)

Chapter. 4

I get home and freshen up cause I was finally going to talk to my family after a long time. 
I put on a cozy outfit, get in my bed and open my computer.
I made sure the background was perfect.

Then I waited for someone to call

20 minutes had passed and no one had called so I sent a message in the family chat "hey is anyone going to call ?" No one answered

So I just called in on the group myself finally my parents picked up then few minutes later my older sister then in the end my younger sister answered.
It was nice seeing everyone together again.

"So how's everyone ?" My dad asks

"We are all good" me and my sisters reply

"So what's the important thing guys wanted to say" I ask my sisters

My parents were also curious.

My younger sister started talking first "well I have decided to move to Sweden" she says

My older sister screams in excitement "you can come and live with Me" she says.
Both my older and younger sister scream together in excitement

"Wow that's great" I say meaning it "and what was the news you had to tell us" I ask my older sister

"Well I'm pregnant with baby number two !" My older sister says

We all cheer. I talked to my family for another hour then we decided to end the call.

Right after we ended the call everything felt so silent in the house, I was alone again.
I lay in bed bored- then I remember I had just bought a vibrator/dildo. Even tho I'm not in the mood I might try it.

I take it out of the packaging it's much smaller then I thought. oh well. I press the button as the toy starts vibrating.
I take a deep breath and push it in.
A gasp escapees my moth catching by surprise

As I push it further in It feels so good. Light pain and more pleasure.
The vibration in my body felt so good. I arch your back building some friction in my body, the empty feeling i had in me was finally getting filled, i close my eyes and the first person I think about was my Boss. Mr. Evans ?

You quickly open your eyes, the guilty feeling of masturbating and thinking of my boss at the same time felt illegal

If Mr. Evans finds out I feel attracted to him in any way I'll end you being fired like Rose.

I quickly put the vibrator away, not being in the mood anymore. It's really easy for me to get out of mood, or just lose interest.

This is what happens when I try something like this, this what I mean when I say I'm not really a horny person.
When me and Jack used to date he was the type who was always in the mood but me the exact opposite. I mean the sex wasn't bad just it somehow never ended for me, Jack always finished after few minutes, it usually takes me a bit longer.

I wonder why Jacks girlfriend is still dating him it definitely not the sex.

Well I should stop minding about other people sex life and try focusing on mine.

Maybe I should just go to a club get drunk-hook up with a guy.... No I could get a disease or end up pregnant with a random man's child- I'm not quite ready for that. I can't even take care of myself how the hell— I'm getting out of topic. I tend to over think sometimes.

You know what I just need some rest.

I close my eyes and fall asleep

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Next day I wake up absolutely freezing. I'm so not in the mood to get out of bed good thing it Saturday. No work !

I lay in bed thinking of how I should spend my weakened, it's not like I have friends, or I can go visit my family, I also don't have any hobbies. I could go out to run but its snowing and everything is frozen, I'll probably fall and break my neck or something.

I'll stay in take a nice bath, eat something, give my adult toy another try, binge watch something, then probably go through some mail.
I really like to keep myself busy.

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I end up doing everything except for using my
Vibrator, I just can't get started, but This is something I have to do. For my pleasure.

I get back in bed taking my hot pink friend. I turn it on hearing the buzzing sound, I take a deep breath as I slowly put the vibrating part on my clit. My body instantly clenches, my back arches again, I let out light noises of pleasure. I surprise myself, I never knew something like this would make me feel so good. After few minutes of moving it around I felt close to an orgasm.
My eyes roll at the back of my head as I'm getting out of breath.
My feel my pussy throb as I finally finish. First time in what ? 3 years.

I'm out of breath

That actually felt good, I understand why people like it so much.

Rest of the day I basically just laid in bed and did some internet Christmas shopping for my family. I would get some for my friends but like I said I don't have any.
I don't know why. am I the problem ? I have friend but not like friends friend you know ? I have friends at work but it not like I would hang out with them after work.

Yup I'm a loner who will spend another Christmas alone watching every romantic Christmas movie I can find.

You know what maybe I should get a pet like a little gold Fish or maybe a parrots. Just something that doesn't need much attention cause I won't be able to take care of it but at least I won't be alone. I can say I spend Christmas with my best friend (an animal)

I'll go to the pet store tomorrow

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I hope your enjoying this.

Sorry for the late post I'm at work right now <3