forced to be a little

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TW: s3lf harm, mention of Ed

"Taehyung-ah come on its time to eat" He said to the boy who was not at his head space

"I'm not hungry" The boy said and kept on reading a random magazine " 'no' is not and answer sweetie" He yelled from the kitchen

"come on, eat up so you can have energy for your play date" He said crossing his arms

"I just wanna sleep, leave me alone"
He said crawling into a ball with his blanket "there is no way I'm letting you sleep without eating first"

"Come on baby, only half of it" "Okay.." He said knowing it wont go his way

Seokjin ended up feeding the little since he wasn't gonna do it himself

"last one.." He said hardly swallowing the food "that's not even the half of it.." "not hungry" He rubbing his eyes

"Okay..lets get you to sleep"

"When kook and minnie come over I want you to be on your best behavior"
"Mmh.." The boy said

He napped on the men shared bed covered up with his blanket and his stuffy on the sides

Jin was kinda worried, Tae never acts like that when he eats big or small

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An hour passed Seokjin woke Tae up but he really wasn't having it
"Leave me alone" He said covering up with his blanket "baby in an hour Kook and Jiminie will come..we have to get ready mmh?" He said with his sweet voice "I..I don't feel like having a play date hyung sorry" He said and looked away

"Oh- that's fine I will go and call Yoongi really quick to tell him okay?"

"Mmh"

Okay maybe stuff are not so okay
"Hey emm Yoongi sorry but can we cancel the play date?" Jin said anxiously
"Oh well yeah..is everything okay?" He said worried "yes everything okay, Tae just said that he doesn't wanna have a playdate..he has been gloomy all day so..yeah.."
"Oh I see..okay I will go tell the littles too" "Yeah thank you" "No problem, hope everything is all right"
"Yeah.."

Seokjin walked upstairs again to his shared bedroom, Taehyung was on the same position "hey baby..I'm back.." He said coming closer to him

He looked a little closer to his face.."oh sweetie why are you crying?"
Taehyung Stood and pulled him for a hug "there, there..everything is all right.." He said comforting him "i-I hwave 'een mweanie 'o mwyelf" He said with hiccups "oh baby I can't understand you with all the tears.." He said drawing circles to his back

After a few minutes Taehyung was more calm and able to talk "there, there can you please tell mommy what's wrong now?"
"I..I have done something bad" He said anxiously playing with his fingers not wanting to fall into little space yet.

"What is it baby?"
"Will get mad" He said looking down
"I won't honey, it's fine" He said kissing his wet cheeks

Taehyung really didn't know how to tell him, it was really hard but..he managed to..

He pulled up the sleeves of his shirt, Jin was more than shocked
All his waist had red lines, when he saw it he just pulled him into a hug  not saying anything
"I- I'm sorry I won't do it again-"

"Baby it's fine..its okay..no need for anything.." He said patting his hair

"You know both me and Joon love you"

Eh..eh...e

"Can you now please tell me the reason you did that?"

"Um..eh...I w-was feeling stressed and I don't like the fact that I eat so much and I did it.."
He said honest
"Okay..sweetie you know that self harm is bad, really bad right?" "Mmh" He nodded "I don't want you to do it again, but if you feel like doing it again you will come to me or Namjoon, okay?"

"Okay"

"Okay..now please let me put some bandage on it okay?" "Okay"

Seokjin picked the boy up and walked to the bathroom, he sat him on the counter while he was looking up for the bandage

After finding it he wrapped it around the boy's waist "there..okay" "Mmh"

Taehyung wasn't so in the mood..non of them were actually, it was new to both of them..

"Baby, do you have something more to tell me? You know we can't just keep secrets"
"no..i don't have something else.." He said playing with the back of the man's hair "okay, do you wanna go out for a walk to take some clean air?" "I wan" He said looking up at him

"Okay let's get you dressed"

Taehyung wore Namjoon's purple hoodie which was really big for him but it was also comfortable 

"You look really cute there heh" He said as they left home

"you too" He said and blushed

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The walk at the park was really nice,
they saw a few pigeons, Tae wanted to pet then but they all ran away
They also saw a kitty that let them pet her

"Baby time to go home, Joonie is waiting for us mmh" "Oh oki..bye bye pwigeon" He said waving at them

They only walked for two minutes in silent when Taehyung said "mama 'an 'ou cwarry?" (can you carry) He asked looking at him with his doe eyes "of course" He said and picked him up

"You can have a little nap here" "Oki"

"You're tired aren't you sweetie.." He chuckled

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"We home" Jin yelled from the front door "O hello!" Namjoon said kissing Jin and picking up Tae "hey- isn't that my hoodie?" He chuckled
Taehyung looked up at him with puppy eyes " ish comfy"
"Your like Jinnie when we started dating, he stole all my closet" He laughed and walked to the living room

"Well Tae is right, your clothes are comfy" He said stretching "hey you- you also 'borrowed' my hoodie" He said now realizing "and your pants!" He said proudly

" 'addy les watch 'ey tayo!" He yelled "okay honey I hear ya"
(Enyphen moment)

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"Hey baby come here time to eat!" Namjoon yelled from the kitchen "not hungry" He said back only being focused on the TV screen
"Come on baby it's nuggies!" He said sitting near him
"Mmh okay" Tae said

After the little had his snacks it was bed time for him
Seokjin left the boy on his crib and was now ready to talk with Namjoon about Tae

"Eh Joon something really important happened today" He started "oh yeah what?"
"Okay so..I don't know how you will take this but Tae, did self harm" He said and beat his cheeks
"W-what?!"
"Sshh!!"
"He just- oh my..why he did that!?"

"Babe babe..calm down calm down..I will explain everything once your calm okay?"

"Okay okay..now please tell me what's wrong"

"Okay, Tae was honest with me and told me that he got stressed by some random stuff in his mind and then did it..he was full honest with me" He said
"What exactly stressed him out?" "He didn't say much, mostly that he is stressed about eating"

"What if he has an Ed?" (Ed:eating disorder)  "well we don't know this, but we do know that he needs help from a professional"

"We could get him an appointment for therapy..if he also agrees and is okay with it"

"I mean..yeah that's a good plan.."

"It kinda makes sense now..he wanted to bath by himself yesterday when he was big, do you think it's that?" Namjoon said "yeah..because he told me he did it yesterday so.."

"It's fine..we will see.." Namjoon said "don't worry, everything will be all right.."

LMAO TOO MUCH ANGST
Sorry not sorry for this chapter
Hope y'all liked it,,,,
I have lot in my mind to write in here yeah!!
Sorry for any grammar mistakes 😭
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