Hurt(on Hold)

chapter 2

*Splashes water on face*

"Wake up darling" My mother said before untying me. She has dark brown hair with blue eyes, it looks like shes in her late fifties, but In reality shes only 36. All those drugs she takes has worn her out.

 I get up and make my way upstairs. Shes being nice and is letting me rest all day. Of course, the only reason shes nice is because shes not on drugs but once she is shes a monster. I have no clue where my dad is but my guess is that hes buying more drugs to consume, which will take him all day to get. I laid in bed all day until 8 PM. I looked around my room one last time because I have decided that today I'm ending it.

I grab my blade from underneath my bed and make my way to my parents restroom. Luckily they're not in here. I start the water to fill up the tub and put the razor on floor next to it. I start to strip my clothes off from yesterday and go inside the tub. The water is warm and it makes me get goosebumps. I look around the restroom and remember how it use to be. It use to be full of life. The curtains use to be orange with little yellow flowers on it and the restroom matched it in some way. Now its just plain white with clothes all over the floor and the needles they use on the counter top. I wont miss this place at all.

I finally manage to grab the razor and put it on my wrist. I start to put pressure on it and little by little I go deeper. I finally find my blue vein and I just cut it. Blood starts gushing out and it gets all over the place. My wrist starts getting numb and I feel my heartbeat getting slower, my vision is now fuzzy. The water that was once clear is now red, I look up at the ceiling and close my eyes. I take my last breath and whisper.. " I'll see you soon little sister"

*2 minutes later*

Vanessa's mom finds her and takes her out the tub. She lays her on the floor and then wraps her up with a towel. She runs downstairs with her lifeless daughter and takes her into the little blue car. She drives to the hospital and everyone around her starts working as fast as they can. She asks the doctor to put Vanessa into rehab and leaves. She doesn't want Vanessa around anymore.

*Beep.beep.beep.beep.beep.beep*

Am I dead ? Did I finally end it all ?

"Hello, how are you feeling?"

oh no... "Vanessa?" The doctor said after writing something down in his pad."Well its good that you have woken up. I want to let you know that tomorrow morning we will be taking you to a rehab center just like your mother asked us to do. Your a lucky one now, if she wouldn't have brought you in when she did you would be dead." Ohhhh how I wish she would've brought me in late. "I wish she would've brought me late or just not bring me at all" I said before turning to the nurse next to me. She had light brown hair and hazel eyes. She seemed young, around her twenties. Very fit as well. She gave me a weak smile and then the doctor headed for the door. He turned to nurse commanding to keep an eye on me all night.

*Next morning*

We drove to the rehab center they talked to me about. I was still half asleep since they put me on so many medications. I was all drugged up. They helped me walk into the building. It seems nice in here, maybe I'll spend the rest of my life in here and it won't be so bad. I looked around as we passed the halls. Everyone in here seems so sad, you can see it in their eyes. Maybe this place makes you feel worse. Maybe it makes you feel more depressed since you have to be here because you're a danger to yourself, it really does suck. We walked to the end of the hall and there was my room. Its little and just plain white. Everything in here is like a pillow and it's very comfortable. Now I'm stuck in this stupid rehab center. All I wanted was to die, I just wanted to end the misery i'm in but I don't think it will ever end.