Arrange marriage| taehyung ff [COMPLETED]

⊙5. Guilt (part 2/3)

Taehyung was sitting in a bar with his drink in his hands

Mind full of thoughts

He was partially drunk

His one side of mind was thinking that he shouldn't have said that much but another side is too angry and full of ego which doesn't want to accept that he did anything wrong and he should apologise

Then his mind came to the thought of

' what if.... what if Hyung really did something like that i- I can't even imagine it, i-if it's true then how much she has suffered, why? She should have told me at that time '

He was actually crying inside that she has suffered so much silently and when she told him about her problem, instead of going after her and console her he didn't believed her and just came here as a coward

He was drinking and drinking when a girl came to him she thought he is single

She tried hitting on him but he gently refused her

The girl was watching him from quit some time and she was fascinated by him

Even when he refused her she sat on the seat beside him

He just ignored her presence and keep doing what he was doing

He is not drinking the alcohol he is drinking his anger he is extremely angry on himself, he is angry on the fact that when his wife really needs him he left her alone

He is not crying cuz he can't cry in front of everyone he is a man

He has ego

Huge ego

It's not easy for him to say sorry easily to anyone

So the only thing he can do is drinking to wander his mind

After some more drinks

Taehyung's pov

I directly said no to her but she is still here

"can you drop me home?" I asked her

"My pleasure" she replied

I am unable to handle my self I know I asked her help

I gave her my car keys and then told her my address, she is driving and I'm sitting beside her looking out of the window thinking that

'y/n would have returned home or not, Taeri and Taemin must have slept' I looked at my hand watch

I Don't know what to say to her when I get home, how to apologise her.

I got out of car when we reached home I stumbled at my steps and that girl supported me

I rang the bell and It must have been a few seconds that Y/n opened the door

Her eyes are telling that she cried a lot and it angers me even more

She doesn't have any expression on her face

"where should I leave him?" that girl asked y/n

"I will take care of him you can go" y/n said still without any expression

I don't know what have gotten into me that I said that "good bye sweety" I kissed her cheek

Author's pov

You took him to your bedroom and layed him on bed carefully

After that you came to the room where you spent your most of the day time

The room filled with so many canvas, some canvas are filled with beautiful colours and some are unfinished

The room is filled with the paintings of million dollars

You sat there on the couch looking at the wall in front of you, out of all the paintings you made the most precious one is there framed on the wall

The painting you made on your first date and taehyung helped you with it

It more lookes like a couple's pre wedding portrait

You are not crying you are just looking at it thinking that what will happen next?

'Divorce'

'No' divorce is never an option for even though how big fight you two will do

You know you can't leave him

In these 16 years of marriage you know him that it is not easy for him to say sorry
You know that he wants to cry but he doesn't

Whatever he did today was wrong really wrong it hurted you, your pride
But he is the part of your pride you can never imagine leaving him

The night went and sunshine wake you up, you slept on the couch there

You went to your bedroom and saw taehyung wasn't there

You did your morning routine pretending like nothing happened, you don't want your children to get tensed about it

You were working in kitchen when Taeri came and she had a suitcase in her hands

You were confused but then thought 'what date is it today?'

"Oh dear I'm really sorry I forget... Ahh how did I forget this" you said

"No problem mom.. I've prepared everything" taeri said

Today is the day she is going on a school trip and in between all these things you forgot it

"Wait wait" you said opening the kitchen cabinet

"put them in the bag in the bag too" you said giving her some snacks

"Have you taken your water bottle?"

"Yes mom"

"All the id cards?"

"Yes"

"Your camera?"

"Yes I packed it very first"

"Okay enjoy your trip and no alcohol you know that right" you said smiling

"Yes mom I promise"

"Um you father had a meeting so he left early uncle Kang will drop you to airport" you said a little disappointed

"Okay mom bye" she said going out waving you
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Taehyung is sitting in his office when jimin came inside and there on the couch

"Where were you last night" he asked

Taehyung looked up at him with little wide eyes

"Why" taehyung asked

"Your wife called me yesterday night and asked if you're with me when I said no she said she remember you told her that you have meeting with yoongi,
Yoongi is out of town from two weeks so which yoongi you were with?"

Taehyung is silent

Then he told everything to jimin about what happened

He remember everything he did

"Jimin I couldn't face her so i came here before she wake up, I don't know what to do, how to fix everything I did" he said looking down

TO BE CONTINUED