so sad wish i had someone to talk to,,
i hope hope hope i can get into the uni i applied to bcz i rlly dont want to be here anymore
it sucks
everyone has someone and i have no one
the moment i leave this place im cutting everyone off its tRUE YOU GUYS 😳✋✋
but fr i just want to know why no one willingly reaches out to me
why is it always me
im so tired
im so tired of trying to make relationships work
i dont have it in me anymore
i just wish someone would reach out to me and ask me how i was without wanting something
me giving up on trying to make relationships work reALLY made me realise how it was always me messaging first, reaching out, making plans, approaching
just
im tired
im tired but i still care
and i give in so easily so i know the moment someone reaches out to me, even if for one day, i'll go back to them, and hold onto that interaction for days
im so pathetic its true 😐😐😐
i wish i didnt care
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val rants <3
Randomdisclaimer i dont mean half the shit i say, sometimes i just be saying stuff