His Doctor Psycho(complete ✔)

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she took a deep breathe and started again 

"I went to  a college party with my friends , there was a male friend also , Leon came there and started mess , he beaten my friend soo badly t-that h-he d-died " she sobbed " i still remember his lifeless body in front of me , and Leon's proud face after he killed someone all my life I thought of him as a brother an he killed someone because of me , I was so disturbed that I couldn't think of anything , I came back home and cried whole night , Leon's family was powerful he got away with everything he did , but Leon's father was very strict , he decided to,  Move Leon to America from Spain  , I was really happy when I heard this , I thought Finally I will be able to breathe and live my life , but I was wrong , some days Later Leon came home and asked my mother to marry me and he told her that I also love him ,my mother didn't even tried to ask me and take my opinion she just agreed " she said and started crying 

" i remember how Leon dragged me away from my house , the dragged me all the way from my corridor , everyone was watching me from pitiful eyes but no one came forward to help me " she said " Leon married me the same day he asked my hand for marriage , just him me and the priest , then he took me away with him to America " she said " the night we reached there , h-he wanted to go p-physical s-saying that h-he c-controlled enough all h-his life and now we are m-married and this i-is our first night together , I refused , but h-he didn't listened " she said , and started sobbing harder , My blood boils , knowing what Motherfucker would have done to her , How i let that motherfucker came anywhere near her ?? how could I let that happened ??

" I swear I tried to stopped him , but h-he r-raped me " she said that and broke into more tears , I pull her closer and hugged her tight , my woman went through soo many things all alone , and she is still standing strong , what did I ever did to deserve someone like her .

" he raped me everyday , whenever he wanted , wherever he wanted , he used to be so rough and I couldn't even move my body , after he    get done . I used to feel so disgusted by myself , that I even tried to kill myself , but failed every single time " she said ," he even used to beat me ,   he used to torture me ,but he used to do many sweet things also , I tired to adjust myself , but I couldn't do " she said " I was only 17 at that time Alwar just 17 " she said , a tear left my eyes thinking bout little Stella going through all that , I tighten my grip on her , because I swear if Now I will going to let any motherfucker near her 

" I was is little puppet , he used to treat me like toy , but he used to say he love me alot , but you don't do these things to the person you love right ?? " she said " he used his money to keep me in cage , but his father found out about everything  He came America , and he helped me run away from there , He was like father figure too me " she said " He threw Leon in Mental asylum and promised me that I will live a peaceful life , I came back In Spain , and lived in Orphanage because I hated my mother and didn't wanted to go back to her , I studied psychology because I want to help others who suffers from darkness , I completed my studies and joined my clinic < MY life became really simple and lonely , but one day your father bring me to you , your father is somehow related to Leon and his father and he knew everything about me , thats why he asked me to help you " she said , 

" Alwar you were my hope , you became my everything , first time in my life I fell in love with someone , and this feeling is soo beautiful , I don't  want to lose you Alwar , I can lose everything but I can't lose you " she said , I hold her face in my  hand and kiss her forehead .

" if you think after knowing all these I will leave you , you are very wrong , because hell I will be able to find someone like you , someone so strong like you " i said , her eyes was looking really beautiful at that exact moment . 

" I love you alot Stella , I love you soo much that I want to take all of your pain away " i said " please Stella , don't leave me , please " i said , kissing all over her face " I can't even imagine " she said as she buried her face in my chest .