His Doctor Psycho(complete ✔)

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" you must be out of your mind if you think I will ever take , his case " i shout on Robert " you have to , because you are intern here and you do what we told you do " he said , without blinking an eye , 

" but i am already working on Alwar's case " i shout " either you work with both of them , or quit Alwar's and only work with MR Leon 's case " he said and i lost my shit and slapped the desk in front of me with both of my hands , i lean down on his level as he was siting on the chair 

" i have third option , i will Quit the job " i said as i removed my lab coat and i.d card and threw on MR Robert's face , i had enough of him 

" are you out of your mind " he shout as he stands up " no matter what you do , i will not work MR Leon , " i said as I turns towards the door , but i stopped dead in my track as I saw door of his cabin opened and my worst nightmare coming from it 

" what a pleasant surprise " his voice once again hit my ears as my breathe stuck in my throat " MR Robert can you please give us a moment so i can talk to my doctor " he said " yes of course MR Leon " Robert said as he left quickly leaving me and him alone in one room 

" how bad are you , not treating me , when you knows the best how much i need treatment " he said " you wanted me to take treatment and now when i am ready you are refusing to do it ??" he said moving closer to me .

" g-go s-somewhere e-else " i said in cracking voice , i hate the fact that My voice still cracks in front of him , i hate the fact that i still gets scared in front of him 

" i want to take it from you , Alwar is getting so much better , you will treat me also " he said , and my ears stand on Alwar's name " oh Alwar's dad and my Dad are best friends " he said with a evil smile " don't worry Alwar don't know anything about it , he was too busy ruining his life , that he didn't had time to see any other's person ruined life " he said " so , he don't know what i did to you " he added 

he wants to remind me about all those things ,  but i spend too much time in fixing myself , i can't let anyone ruin it for me .

" let me go " i said as i walked past  by him , but he pulls me back from my hand and i landed on his chest , his touch disgust me . i pushed him off me , but he wasn't bulging .

" leave me alone , your father said , you will never come back " i said .I was on verge of crying , but I was managing it 

" oh yes , but he send me to you to get treatment, because everyone knows , how you fight with your demons better than anyone else " 

this reminds of the first day MR Deon came to me taking Alwar's case . he said the same thing to me then " because i know how you fight with your demon better than anyone else " 

this sends shiver down to spine , he knows all along , what happened to me , that why he gets so disgusted whenever I gets close to Alwar .

" treat me " he said " treat me if you don't want me to tell Alwar about everything i did to you " he added .

and i broke into tears , i couldn't control anymore , whenever I recall  my memories , I feel how impure I am , and if he will tells Alwar about this , he will never look at me again .

" do you want me to tell him ??" he asked and I just moved my head from left to right 

" then be a good girl ,and wear your coat , and start my case from tomorrow " he said and pushed me , out of his grip . " I want to kiss you so badly , but i don't want to scare you on first day " he said , as he look me upside down , and with that he left the room 

I slowly picked  my coat and wore it , and simply came out of office ,cleaning my tears stained face .like nothing happened 

why I am again back to square one ?? I did so much of hardwork for this ? to trapped again in the cage I broke and ran away ??