CHAPTER 2

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Jungkook's POV:


After my shower I came back ,
to see new bedsheets on my bed ,
and Jin too was out of my room making me sigh ,
we used to be really close with each other once ,
like I always used to say I stayed because Of Jin HYUNG in this Bangtan ,
I was even going to give up my love for Namjoon Hyung for Someone like him ,
but guess what he doesn't deserve my love and sacrifice never did ,
like how can I forget how Namjoon Hyung left the Dorm 3 months ago , saying he needed time with tears in his eyes ,
those tears were like needles in my heart I still remember everything



"Namjoon-ah please don't leave !!",



Jin hyung voice was heard In the living room, which caused me to immediately go to the living room, there I saw Namjoon Hyung with his bags,
he looked at me and then at the others , he had tears in his eyes ,



" I..I won't be living here in the dorm for sometime ,
I need some time alone , i'll tell Pd-Nim as well, also please don't contact me I won't talk with anyone !!",


he said and Left while we all called for him, but he didn't gave any reply whereas me I just ended up crying , while my other Hyung's as well consoled me ,
I looked at Jin Hyung who was standing there at the side crying , causing my anger to  rise ,
I went to him and gave him a slap on his face ,
as he gasped and looked at me ,



"K..Kook!!",


he stuttered while crying ,



"It's Because Of you right ,
you caused him to hurt ,
and leave ,
I promise KIM  SEOKJIN ,
I will make you regret your she existence ,
for hurting Joon Hyung !!",




I growled at him as he cried ,



"K..Kook.I didn't...",



"Shut up , Jin There's a limt to everything, why are you so immature !!",




said Suga HYUNG ,



" Really Hyung you know Kook Loves Namjoon Hyung as well ,
but you still hurt the two !!",




Said Jimin and many things were said to Jin , but I didn't bothered to listen , and then I started to hurt him like this .





I want him to break feel the pain , Hyung too fell.








Jin's POV:




Sometimes, life is so unfair right , giving you pain for things you didn't even do ,
I looked towards the members in the living room with each other ,
laughing happily enjoying their time , with each other , having Food ,
I just continue to wash the dishes , not really wanna go there ,
and also I don't feel like eating at all, or should I say I can't really eat at all, its good they don't notice ,
i've been doing this for some time now ,
it's just I feel so disgusted with myself , I also hear voices ,
telling me the truth about myself ,
like how ugly i'm and ,

'How worthless you are !!'

Well here you are and Yess you're right i'm worthless!!

'Well i'm glad I made you aware of your Pathetic self , who doesn't deserve love ,
who's just a toy for others just like Namjoon and Jungkook ,
they just chew and throw , someone just-Just not worthy of love and Not even this life ,
You know just go and Die !!'


Well I wish I could be strong enough to finish it all, but i'm scared ,
so scared of everything ,
I wish I could die and Get rid of all the feeling I feel ,
I love them I love my members and As for Jungkook and Namjoon I love them in a way thet won't ever love me .




I know if i'm not there everyone will be happy .




I chuckled sadly,






"I really want to Die !!".





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