"I never knew it would be so hard to lose someone I never had."
I wish life was simple
when people asked to be your best friend
And there were no secrets to tell
I never knew that it would end
I wish I could run before
They stabbed me where they knew I would hurt
And laughed at all my scars
I never knew they would leave me lying in the dirt
I wish that I had fought back
And told myself that they would betray
I wasted my tears on things that would pass
I never knew that it would be okay
I wish that I had told them long ago
That the games they played would cause pain
They always told me to speak up
I never knew that they would treat me like a game