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'and like the moon, we must go through phases of emptiness to feel full again'
KIM MANSION jiwoo p.o.v
I panted as I reached my bedroom, I was running like crazy my heart was beating extremely fast. Why did I even let him do that?
What if someone didn't call him? we probably....I grab my hair out of frustration, I lay on my bed then look blankly at the ceiling
Thoughts starting to run in my head again but a knock on the door interrupted it, I stood up then open the door
Dad: Oh I thought your already asleep
Jiwoo: I will sleep later on
I was about to shut the door again but he suddenly spoke
Dad: I'm really sorry Jiwoo, If only I could turn back the time. I need to go back to US tomorrow, I'm sorry if I'm not able to attend your mothers vigil. I hope you under-
Jiwoo: You don't have to explain, I understand that your busy so it's fine. It's already enough that you cancel the wedding
He nodded while I shut the door gently, I'm still mad at him at this point. But I don't want to pick a fight this late night, of course who wouldn't be mad if he'll be already leaving tomorrow after mom just passed away earlier
It feels like were not important to him, I will feel more alone at this time.
THE NEXT DAY
Today is the day of mom's vigil, I have no more tears to cry anymore. I'm tired of crying, I also know that mom hates seeing me this way
Maybe facing my life all alone wouldn't be that hard, right? I wear a black long sleeves then a jeans and put on a mask a finishing touch
I don't want to wear any make-up today so I wore a mask, I fix my sleeves while looking at myself in the mirror
My phone 'dinged' indicating a message, I unlocked my phone only to see 2 messages from Heeseung
┌──────┐
hee🤪
:im already outside where are you? :come down now
:coming
└──────┘
I closed my phone then grab my sling bag before going down
