CALZONA: there are so many memories here...

All the memories...

Arizona POV:

I look at Callie and I can see that she's upset, how could you blame her!?

Her ex-wife new-girlfriend just told her that she was an absent mom! Carina really overstepped this time...

"Callie don't take it personally! I mean it's not your fault if you had to move to New York!" Carina said provocatively
she knew perfectly that Callie had chosen to go, she just said that to hurt her

I see that Callie is about to cry and I try to... I don't even know what I tried to do "hey..." I say putting a hand on her shoulder "no! I am fine I just- I need to go..." Callie says as she walk away

I look at carina disappointed and I really was this time "what?" She told me pretending she was confused

After that I started chasing Callie calling out for her but she didn't answer, so I followed her to an on call room

Callie POV:

I CANNOT believe that Carina just said that!

Now I am just running to an on call room to cry, but when I get there I feel someone's arm on my shoulder "hey, how are you feeling?" Arizona asked me

God!!!! I was mad I was mad at Carina I was mad at myself i was mad at the world!

"How am I? How do I look?" I say yelling-crying
"I am sorry..."
"You're sorry... of course you are!" I say
"What do you mean...?" Arizona asks me a little offended
"I mean that the good thing with Carina insulting me as a parent was that I no longer felt guilty about letting my lawyer say those things about YOU in court, 'cause you were letting your girlfriend... but now you are here... not letting Carina say that to me and I feel like shit!'cause I am an absent mom! And all I can think about is that I hurt you!" I say crying harder

" Calliope... I- I don't know what to say..."

Did she just called me that? 'CALLIOPE'... she always used to call me that, and I used to like it... but, now if she calls me that I- I just can't breathe... I can't breathe when she calls me that and it's not the time to be in love with her right now! We are FIGHTING! And I can't love her when I fight her...

"Don't call me that! please don't call me that..."  I say
I think I sounded a little rude when I said that... also she is looking at me like I've just break her heart
"Ok... I am sorry" Arizona says "you don't have to be" I say
"Ok so what do I have to do?" Arizona asks witch leaves me a little shocked "what do you mean?" I say "I can't call you Calliope, which used to make you feel better, I can't apologize, which makes everyone feel better, so... how can I help? I mean everything! Just I want to help you to feel better!" Arizona says as if she was exhausted as if seeing me suffer made her suffer

In her eyes in that moment I saw why I loved her so much, correction *love her so much...

I looked at her and all I saw was
her extremely kind heart, her worried and thoughtful eyes, which for one more time after all that time were thoughtful... for ME, and I just felt it in my heart... while she keeps ramble about how she wants to help me in anyway she can I just admire her and...

Kiss her...

Like I didn't from a long time now, I kiss her just like we kissed after the shooting, I kiss her remembering every kiss we've ever shared, I kiss her wishing that that kiss lasted forever, I kiss her feeling it with every cells in my body, I kiss her... and I understand that...

Nothing has changed! I still love her the same way, I still feel about her the same way...

the memories of us that I had had since I got here...

*a lot of memories rumbling in Callie's head*

"There will be people lining up for you"
"I love you..."
"You do?"
"I can't leave without you and our at least 10 kids!"
"I choose you Calliope Torres to be my wife..."
"Could you... wake up?... for me...?"
"We're having a baby!"
"There's my baby in there! And I don't want anything happening to my baby!"
"Your baby uh?"
"OUR baby..."
"I like the girl who has the sandwiches!"
"You are not hearing me...Calliope, I'd like to ask you out on a date!"
"She's got this super magic smile... yeah when... when she smiles at you... everything gets better"
"Oh pound cake! I love pound cake!"
"Your wife is annoying!"
"Yeah but she's cute..."
"Cause I'm right! and I am awesome!"
"We're not really camping!"
"No, you hate camping!"
"I do.."
"I love you too..."

*ends of memories*
(A/n. Sorry about the confusion)

They weren't just me finding the best in everything... they were real... mine and Arizona's happy and healthy relationship was real-
God! IS real!

A/n.

I know this is short... so I am so sorry and... I wanted you to know that I appreciate feedbacks like a lot... just to understand if you are liking the story... anyway bye and thanks for reading... <333